..*Pocketful of Sunshines - Natasya Bedingfield*..

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine.
I got a love, and I know that it's all mine.
Oh.

Do what you want, but you're never gonna break me.
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me.
No.

Take me away: A secret place.
A sweet escape: Take me away.
Take me away to better days.
Take me away: A hiding place.

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine.
I got a love, and I know that it's all mine.
Oh.

Do what you want, but you're never gonna break me.
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me.
No.

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine.
I got a love, and I know that it's all mine.
Oh.

Wish that you could, but you ain't gonna own me.
Do anything you can to control me.
Oh, no.

Take me away: A secret place.
A sweet escape: Take me away.
Take me away to better days.
Take me away: A hiding place.

There's a place that I go,
But nobody knows.
Where the rivers flow,
And I call it home.

And there's no more lies.
In the darkness, there's light.
And nobody cries.
There's only butterflies.

Take me away: A secret place.
A sweet escape: Take me away.
Take me away to better days.
Take me away: A hiding place.

Take me away: A secret place.
A sweet escape: Take me away.
Take me away to better days.
Take me away: A hiding place.

Take me away: A secret place.
A sweet escape: Take me away.
Take me away to better days.
Take me away: A hiding place.

The sun is on my side.
Take me for a ride.
I smile up to the sky.
I know I'll be all right.

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Shaz: love this songs too much. Its remind her of........ heheheh...
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..-* Nasihat Kehidupan *-..

1. KETIKA MENCARI CALON
Janganlah mencari isteri, tapi carilah ibu bagi anak-anak kita
Janganlah mencari suami, tapi carilah ayah bagi anak-anak kita.

2. KETIKA MELAMAR
Anda bukan sedang meminta kepada orang tua/wali si gadis,
tetapi meminta kepada Allah melalui orang tua/wali si gadis.

3. KETIKA AKAD NIKAH
Anda berdua bukan menikah di hadapan penghulu,
tetapi menikah di hadapan Allah

4. KETIKA RESEPSI PERNIKAHAN
Catat dan hitung semua tamu yang datang untuk mendoa'kan anda,
kerana anda harus berfikir untuk mengundang mereka semua dan meminta maaf apabila anda berfikir untuk BERCERAI kerana menyia-nyiakan do'a mereka.

5. KETIKA MALAM PERTAMA
Bersyukur dan bersabarlah.
Anda adalah sepasang anak manusia dan bukan sepasang malaikat.

6. SELAMA MENEMPUH HIDUP BERKELUARGA
Sedarilah bahawa jalan yang akan dilalui tidak melalui jalan bertabur bunga,
tapi juga semak belukar yang penuh onak dan duri.

7. KETIKA BIDUK RUMAH TANGGA GOYANG
Jangan saling berlepas tangan,
tapi sebaliknya justeru semakin erat berpegang tangan

8. KETIKA BELUM MEMILIKI ANAK.
Cintailah isteri atau suami anda 100%

9. KETIKA TELAH MEMILIKI ANAK.
Jangan bagi cinta anda kepada (suami) isteri dan anak anda,
tetapi cintailah isteri atau suami anda 100%
dan cintai anak-anak anda masing-masing 100%.

10.KETIKA EKONOMI KELUARGA MERUDUM
Yakinlah bahawa pintu rezeki akan terbuka lebar berbanding lurus
dengan tingkat ketaatan suami dan isteri.

11.KETIKA EKONOMI BERKEMBANG
Jangan lupa akan jasa pasangan hidup yang setia mendampingi kita semasa menderita

12.KETIKA ANDA ADALAH SUAMI
Boleh bermanja-manja kepada isteri tetapi jangan lupa untuk bangkit secara bertanggung jawab apabila isteri memerlukan pertolongan Anda.

13.KETIKA ANDA ADALAH ISTERI
Tetaplah berjalan dengan gemalai dan lemah lembut, tetapi selalu berhasil menyelesaikan
semua pekerjaan.

14.KETIKA MENDIDIK ANAK
Jangan pernah berpikir bahawa orang tua yang baik adalah orang tua yang tidak pernah marah kepada anak,kerana orang tua yang baik adalah orang tua yang jujur kepada anak ....

15.KETIKA ANAK BERMASALAH
Yakinilah bahawa tidak ada seorang anakpun yang tidak mahu bekerjasama dengan orang tua, yang ada adalah anak yang merasa tidak didengar oleh orang tuanya.

16.KETIKA ADA PIL.
Jangan diminum, cukuplah suami, isteri sebagai ubat.

17.KETIKA INGIN AMAN DAN HARMONIS

Gunakanlah formula 7 K

1 Ketaqwaan
2 Kasih sayang
3 Kesetiaan
4 Komunikasi dialogis
5 Keterbukaan
6 Kejujuran
7 Kesabaran

Diriku terbelenggu

Diri Ku Terbelenggu - Francisca Peter

Tak faham sikapmu
Kau bercinta seumpama menukar baju
Kau turutkan hati
Kata nasihat tak kau peduli

Kau tahu hatiku
Kerana kasih ku bersabar selalu
Biarpun terluka
Terus bertahan selagi terdaya

Mengapa engkau kusayangi
Mengapa kau ku nanti
Mengapa ku rela disakiti
Diriku ini terbelenggu di dalam kepuraanmu

Telah terlalu lama kuhimpun doa-doa
Semoga Tuhan memberikan hidayatNya
Tapi kau tetap tak berubah tertutup hati
Tak satu pengorbananku di hargai

November 12, 2008 ; 2233 hrs

Al-Asr

In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful

By (the Token of) time (through the Ages), (1)
Verily Man is in loss, (2)
Except such as have Faith, and do righteous deeds, and (join together) in the mutual teaching of Truth, and of Patience and Constancy. (3)

Dengan nama Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani

Demi Masa! (1)
Sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian; (2)
Kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh dan mereka pula berpesan-pesan dengan kebenaran serta berpesan-pesan dengan sabar. / (3)

I keep thinking today (alot - which made me - migrain). And one of the thought is this surah - Al Asr. Yes... its true.. we are basically wasting our time of doing nothing...

For more detail on the research of this surah, please visit ,

http://www.nuradeen.com/contributions/SurahAlAsr.htm

Its interesting to read how the only 3 line surah can have bigger interpretation...

In Islam, the time is very important. Our daily life affect by the time. For instance, our prayer time. Subuh, Zuhur, Asar, Maghrib and Isyak.

I went to a course recently, and the speaker told us about dimension of the human body. Basically we as a normal human being have 3 dimension. In some cases, a special individual may have 4, which is time. And with this ability, he can travel to any place he want in a shorter time. hmm.. very intersting... and I wish I have those ability.

November 9, 2008 ; 1938hrs

I can't forget the day today. As one of my friend pass away today morning - around 9.15 am.

Today morning, I woke up a bit late. And we (me and my mum) are suppose to visit my friend, Nurul Hafizah at Hospital Tuanku Ampuan Rahimah (HTAR), Klang. So, around 8.50am, we went out from house to HTAR. According to my mum's friend, the ward can be visited anytime on sunday. based on this information, we pergi jugalah, even though I feel a bit cuak.. as, HTAR is not like any other hospital. Its quite strict. But, since my mum's friend dah cakap cam tu, we all pun pergi jugalah..

We reach HTAR around 9.10 - 9.15 am. Pergi dekat lift, ada org jaga, n ask us where to go. So, I told the guard, ward 7A. and then the guard told me to go and get the visitor's pass at the counter. We went to the counter, and the clerk told us that, for that ward - 7A, no pass will be given, and we must follow the visiting hours - which is 12.30 noon. Although we tried to pujuk her to let us go, but she tak bagi.. (sabar je la). so, my mum try to call my friend's mum (as she is my mum friend oso la), but couldnt get through. So, we went back home. and as I reach home, my brother told me that he received a phone call saying that "my friend had pass away today morning".. at the same time we reach hospital..

A bit sad, as i couldnt see her for the last time.. Last time I saw her at one of our friend wedding, 2 yrs ago...

So, waiting for her to reach surau for "solat jenazah", we made few preparation, as cutting the "daun pandan".. as the jenazah arrive, they open up her face, then only I saw her face.. but, not alive.. she's dead..

Her mother hug me.. cry over my shoulders.. And, i could not stop the tears from my eyes.. I try to be strong... but, its too sad.. seriously sad.. I remember last year in march, i felt the same thing when my father pass away...

About her sickness, she had both kidney failure... her bp reach 200 plus.. maybe becoz of high bp burst the kidney.. not sure.. n theres a rumours that she is taking diet pill, thats the reason her kidney fails to operate.... dont know which is true... but the thing is, its time for her to go.. Its fate.. Already fixed by Allah since before she had born into this world, the date today will be her last day...

The thing that make me sad, is she just got engaged, and she will be getting marry next year... I am grateful at least she is happy during the last moment of her life....

the most shocking thing I heard today is that, her closed friend didnt know she was admitted to the hospital... I know since her first day admitted, n I keep wanted to write abt this in our facebook - group of Primary school alumni... but, I dont know, something holding me from doing that...

Dari Allah kita datang, Kepada Allah juga kita pergi...

Innalillahi Wa inna Ilaihi rajiun... Alfatihah buat Nurul Hafizah Bt Ibrahim, semoga roh nya di cucuri rahmat Allah dan ditempatkan di tempat org org yang beriman...

Betrayal (November 6, 2008 ; 1753hrs)

According to "your dictionary", BETRAYAL is

-to break faith with; fail to meet the hopes of he betrayed my trust in him
- to help the enemy of (one's country, cause, etc.); be a traitor to
- to deliver or expose to an enemy traitorously
- to lead astray; deceive; specif., to seduce and then desert
- to reveal unknowingly or against one's wishes his face betrays his fear
- to reveal or show signs of; indicate the house betrays its age
- to disclose (secret information, confidential plans, etc.)

According to wiktionary, BETRAYAL are;

-To prove faithless or treacherous to, as to a trust or one who trusts; to be false to; to deceive; as, to betray a person or a cause.
- To deliver into the hands of an enemy by treachery or fraud, in violation of trust; to give up treacherously or faithlessly; as, an officer betrayed the city.
- To violate the confidence of, by disclosing a secret, or that which one is bound in honor not to make known.
- To disclose or discover, as something which prudence would conceal; to reveal unintentionally.
- To mislead; to expose to inconvenience not foreseen to lead into error or sin.
- To lead astray, as a maiden; to seduce (as under promise of marriage) and then abandon.
- To show or to indicate; -- said of what is not obvious at first, or would otherwise be concealed.

Based from this two sources, we can conclude that one of the betrayal act is to cheat a person who really put trust on him/her.

wah!!!

Miracle - Cascada

MIRACLE - CASCADA

Boy meets girl
You were my dream,my world
But i was blind
You cheated on me from behind
So on my ownI feel so all alone
Though I know it's true
I'm still in love with you

I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me

It can happen to me
Miracle...
Miracle [echo]

Day and night
I'm always by your side
Cause I know for sure
My love is real my feelings pure
So take a try
No need to ask me why
Cause I know it's true
I'm still in love with you

I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me