29 January 2008 - 1417 hrs

Phew... Penat hari nie.. penat pikir... hari nie board meeting.. Nak present draft audited account yang considered final. But, morning, auditor called me and saying that my cashflow salah.. Wei.. we all dah print the draft last night, n now he saying that one item in the cash flow is wrong.. mati la cam nie... the draft dah masuk file company sec dah.. lapan copy lak tu.. mmg la one line item.. but it does effect few line.. tension.. my boss lagi tension.. before this, takkan dia tak perasan benda tu salah.. then what for he became auditor... idiot..

So, I ammend my working, and email to him... so, now waiting for the new draft.. The board meeting is on 3pm sharp.. apa nie.. lagi abt 40 minutes.. I dont want to think anything now...

27 January 2007 - 2312 hrs

Hari nie, I gi shopping beli barang dapur with my mum kat giant.. mana lagi... dah tu, gi makan tosei lak.. hehehhe.. saje, my mum nak belanja makan... but, the weather today really hot.. Balik rumah, migraine.. langsung.. tension btul.. so, as today cuti, i pun kemas la apa yg patut.. biasala, before my fauja (army) team nak dtg umah, better kemas dulu.. hehehe.. as, when fauja dah dtg tak leh nak buat apa... fauja is my niece and nephews - mira, adam n amir.. weekdays they will stay at my mum's, and weekend balik rumah mereka. sekolah pun dekat depan umah i.. so, bakper nak berulang balik kan.. once a week la mereka balik.

Tadi, main dam ular dgn adam n mira.. cheh!! i kalah.. always kena makan that ular.. hehehhe... so, when adam told his father that i loss, i buat buat merajuk.. n said "khalaji taknak main lagi la".. N adam immediately change his statement, "khalaji menang".. see.. kids.. pandai nak pujuk org.. I gelak je la.. Adam is quite smart.. either in day to day life and at school.. He dont want to bother others.. He has so much of self confident. Mira is different.. She is smart too.. But, today, i got shocked in m life, as when i asked her what she want to be when she grown up, whe told me, "artist - singer".. ye la tu.. takde dalam sejarah keturunan we all jadi penyanyi.. I bukan sceptical abt all this dunia hiburan nie..but, seriously, ada penyayi pakai seksi seksi. Berjoget atas pentas la.. Bagus sangat la tu. Tayang bod kat public. Ada penyanyi dah kaya, but still nak kawin ngan org kaya sampai bertindak tidak adil dgn beberapa pihak.. apa nie.. dunia macam nie kat yg patut di ceburi?? no way... So, i talked to her slowly, "mira, suara tu aurat. Mira nak tanggung dosa ke everytime mira menyanyi.? Duit mira yg dapat dgn hasil menyanyi tu halal ke??". She a bit confuse.. n terkejut. So I explained to her, as a muslim, we shall never do things that against muslim rules. In islam, music can be haram if it mengkhayalkan.. I know, it is impossible to practice this rules nowdays.. but, if akidah kita kuat, kita boleh.. kan.. bukannya susah...

okla.. nak tidur... nearly 0000 hours already.. hehehhe.. Good nite...

25 January 2008 - Sad Memory

I hate year 2007. As that year I lost my beloved my father - due to brain tumor - stage 4. What happen on this date last year, was, I with my father - shopping, who had been discharge from Hospital - after brain surgery - to remove part of the tumor from his brain on 19 January 2007. We actually went out to Alam Central. As he need to buy new handphone. So, I accompanied him to buy new handphone. He bought Nokia 6280. After that, he wanter to buy mini TV and electric shaver. So, we went to the store to get those item.

I was remembered, he walked really slow. He never walk that slow before. I know, it definitely cause by the tumor - which effect his nerve. And, he was wearing an orrange T-Shirt and "kupiah", which is to cover his head, although we can still see the stitches. But, I dont care about other people who kept staring at us. I do not feel shame that time. I was proud walking with my father. As he is strong enough to go out in the public looking like that..

I still remember that moment.. He was so cute that time. I still cannot believe that he passed away last year.. Maybe I dont want to believe it...

25 January 2007 - until 2 pm

What on earth happening today!! heheheh.. (substitute with word *hell*.. not nice ma..)..I did submit my latest consol working and notes,together with the cash flow last tuesday.. but, today, the auditor called me and ask why my consol working not tie with cash flow.. where got.. cheh!!! apa nie.. luckily my boss answering his call.. if not, i dah jerit dah...A

nd today, ada je issue kat office nie. normally, when friday comes, two of female staff di kehendaki jaga pagar.. as our security guard go for Friday prayer. Bukanla berdiri kat pintu pagar tu.. But, dalam post guard, which is complete with air- cond and TV.. heheheh.. by the way, today is not my duty yet. But, its happen that, one of the female staff who should be jaga pagar today, went to our branch office in Penang. and her partner start to bising bising la, said that i can only jaga for 1 hour.. another hour someone has to replace that lady yg pergi penang. so, jadi la satu kekecohan di office nie hari nie. sampai ED called my boss asking who can replace that girl.. I just shocked.. ED can ask anyone to do it rite.. but, why he ask my boss - mana my boss n i tgh siapkan audited account?? she also have to think abt benda nie ke..For me, very simple. That girl yg pergi Penang tu, y not she arrange someone to replace her masa dia pergi Penang? senang nye nak lepas tgn.. I nie, tak pernah cari pasal lagi ngan bebudak kat sini. But, plz dont ask me to start.. mulut I lagi laser.. but, I prefer to sabar.. sabar la dulku. c how can i hold this kesabaran...

so, my boss minta i replace her.. mmg la i taknak memula.. sebab its not my time yet.. But, malas nak cakap banyak banyak.. but, if people start to penting kan diri, I pun nak kena penting kan diri la.. So, when my turn datang, I wont jaga la.. Either she or other have to replace me. As, i dah jaga today.. Ntah hapa hapa ntah....But, to tell the truth, no body like this kind of attitude. And the staff yg ke penang tu, no body in the office like her.. everyone hates her.. Im not saying that I hate her.. but, u know la.. mulut dok nak melaser je.. I pun boleh laser gak.. but I nie taknak la melukakan perasaan org.. WHat for.. rite...So, tu la citer sampai tgh hari tadi.. la nie, nak sambung check draft audited account lak..

23 January 2008

Phew.. That’s the first thing I said when I woke up this morning... Its cuti time... hehehhe.. Even though its only for 1 day, but for me, its better than nothing.. I am too tired, too de-motivated, too pressure, and too bored with my current task. I do like my job... but, sometimes, I hate to focus on one task, where people like to change the instruction.. Please.. Be firm.. Don’t expect me to change anything every time.. I dah start gaduh ngan external auditor. Tak sangka, Pangkat manager, international audit firm lak tu, but bodo… really menyakitkan hati.. kena sebijik ngan I.. hehehe.. don’t play play…

Hari nie, I just want to lepak at home only.. So, apa lagi. My niece and nephew, pagi pagi dah kena buka buku. Hehehhe.. Yang Mira – standard 1 – I bagi latihan BM and maths. Science malam tadi dia dah buat. Takpe la.. Baru lagi kan.. slow slow la.. Si adam – Pre school, bagi dia BM – buat ejaan. Then, I ask him to start drawing. As this is to teach him to lembut /lenturkan tangan. So, he asked me to draw for him fish, squid, crab, clams, house, sea, and boat. I did. So, after that, dia ikut la.. Alhamdulillah, boleh juga la dia ikut, After that, Bagi makan tengah hari, and now, 2 of them are in my room – main plastesin (tanah liat) Itu janji I to them, so that they will follow my instruction to study. Plastesin at first berwarna warni, now dah jadi warna kelabu.. Buat pizza la, buat baby dalam buaian, buat lesung batu, n buat buku. Now, both of them tgh lelong buku plastesin. So cute..

The funny part is, while playing, they can ask me, “Khalaji taknak bawa kiteorg jalan jalan ke?”. They are smart.. so smart.. La nie, tgh piker la nak bawa mereka gi mana… any idea???

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