Betrayal (November 6, 2008 ; 1753hrs)

According to "your dictionary", BETRAYAL is

-to break faith with; fail to meet the hopes of he betrayed my trust in him
- to help the enemy of (one's country, cause, etc.); be a traitor to
- to deliver or expose to an enemy traitorously
- to lead astray; deceive; specif., to seduce and then desert
- to reveal unknowingly or against one's wishes his face betrays his fear
- to reveal or show signs of; indicate the house betrays its age
- to disclose (secret information, confidential plans, etc.)

According to wiktionary, BETRAYAL are;

-To prove faithless or treacherous to, as to a trust or one who trusts; to be false to; to deceive; as, to betray a person or a cause.
- To deliver into the hands of an enemy by treachery or fraud, in violation of trust; to give up treacherously or faithlessly; as, an officer betrayed the city.
- To violate the confidence of, by disclosing a secret, or that which one is bound in honor not to make known.
- To disclose or discover, as something which prudence would conceal; to reveal unintentionally.
- To mislead; to expose to inconvenience not foreseen to lead into error or sin.
- To lead astray, as a maiden; to seduce (as under promise of marriage) and then abandon.
- To show or to indicate; -- said of what is not obvious at first, or would otherwise be concealed.

Based from this two sources, we can conclude that one of the betrayal act is to cheat a person who really put trust on him/her.

wah!!!

Miracle - Cascada

MIRACLE - CASCADA

Boy meets girl
You were my dream,my world
But i was blind
You cheated on me from behind
So on my ownI feel so all alone
Though I know it's true
I'm still in love with you

I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me

It can happen to me
Miracle...
Miracle [echo]

Day and night
I'm always by your side
Cause I know for sure
My love is real my feelings pure
So take a try
No need to ask me why
Cause I know it's true
I'm still in love with you

I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me

17 June 2008 - 1240hrs

Wah.. Its been 3 months since my last post... heheheh... where to start... hmm... let me summarize everything that happen in this 3 months.

Yippie... I got a new job at PNB.. (wah..). I went for the first interview on 15 March 2008, and second interview on 2 April 2008. I got the offer on 9 May 2008, but subject to my medical check up results. So, on 10 April 2008, went for medical check up at SMC, and finally, I was offered on 12 May 2008. So, quickly, I wrote my resignation letter and pass it to HR Director (Dr Latif), CC to my boss (AGM of Finance and Accounts Dept - Pn Sham) and Executive Vice Chairman (EVC - Mr Danny). My notice period is 2 months la wei... so long... So, in an hour, EVC - Mr Danny, called me into his room. So, he ask me why all of sudden drop a bomb to them.. heheheh.. now only u know ke?.. Takkan la i nak announce that i went for interview to all, am i rite.. of course its a bomb.. sorry.. I dont mean to do that, but, if u all know how Im suffer with my current job.. Its not that I hate my job. but, Its lots of pressure. Im the one who handling account, im the one who handling finance, and Im the one handling too much things in 1 time. How.. At least, they should increase my pay, as im doing 3 people job, or at least, find a new staff... yeah rite.. And, Mr Danny advice me to think carefully on my decision. He said, my new office is far, n I wont have any knowledge, as in big company, I will be specialised with one specific task. I said, its my final decision. So, later on, my boss - AGM - Pn Sham, called into her room. so, the same thing. And she told me that the reason she did not take a new staff to assist me, is to groom me - to make me learn lots of thing. I new, I have lots of knowldge here, but, too much for me.. I can handle the pressure.. but, if I been disturbed everyday to do new task, n even though i havent complete the task, i will be given new task.. so, what im suppose to do. stay at office the whole day n night? no need to go back? As i said, Im doing 3 people job.. And I am doing managerial level job.. but, they only pay me exec level.. what to do.. I given them a chance to increase my pay, but, the only thing they did was give me an allowance - hardship allowance.. but, it not counted as my basic pay.. mana boleh.. if later, they want to tarik balik, they can, rite.. what to do...

So, I told them, my decision is final. Its time for me to go, as I want to try new things. I dont want to give them bad impression, as this is my employer. I dont want to say anything bad about them, about the pressure and so on. Dengan cara baik kite masuk, n cara baik juga kite keluar..

Another things happen is my friend and I join a weight management programme.. Its a 45 days programs.. And today is my final phase - day 40... Ask me.. I lost 7 kg in 4 weeks... and the program is not hard. simple but good result.. no need to starving, no need to skip meals.. wah.. Dont play play... (those who interested call me la.. by the way, i already have few friend who wanted to join.. )

ok.. thats all for this time.. I need to siapkan my work.. before I leave this company... by the way, atas permintaan my boss, third quarter ended June will be done before 30.6.08 - so, i have to close account on 25 June.. wah... next week ma.. banyak kerja lagi... cheh!!

2 MAY 2008 - 1555 Hours

Ok... its been almost a month since my last blog.. hehehehe.. Damn bz.. with tax comp.. luckily this yr tax comp a bit ok compare to last yr.. Thanks to the tax agent which is very good n effiecient.

14 March 2008 - 1009 hrs

Its Friday... but for me its " fry day"... with fever ang bad flu, still going to office.. what to do.. banyak kerja ma.. last tuesday - Went to KLCC - petro science with my nieces n nephew - mira, zieza n faridz, and my sister.... It was fun for me - as I like to visit this kind of place.. as it give me more knowledge. But, what can I see from my nieces n nephew, only play!! I ask them to read and fahamkan all those information.. mana ada nak dengar.. as long ada buttons, they will press it n will not think what is it for..

Maybe they are still small.. But, when I was their age, I like to know many things about science. I want to explore in detail, but unfortunately, I have no chance during that time.. so sad. :( . So, as an alternative, I will watch TV pendidikan, and read from books. Thats how I develop my hobby - reading.

About reading, I have been reading novel since I was in standard 2 (8 years old). The first novel I read is " Tingkatan 1 di Seri Melur". My sister bought it, as she like those novels too.. So, I read all the series - from Tingkatan 1 di Seri Melur to Tingkatan 6 di Seri Melur.. Apart from that, I read Enid Blyton novels too. But today kids, like to watch TV rather than read books.

But, I think I have develop one of my niece interest in reading books. As she always saw me reading. And sometimes, I laugh, and sometimes, tears came out from my eyes. So, she wonder, how can I react in such way by reading??? So, she now starting to read my novels. But the funny part is, she took my 700 page novel, and start to read it. Just imagine - she is only 7!!!

Today, my colleagues and I will go to steamboat restaurant.. Gemuk lagi la i..... heheheheh... kayla.. nak sambung kerja...

10 March 2008 - 2307 hrs

Ola... hehehhe.. nak gelak jap.. Today, I feel so seronok.. Im on leave tomorow... hehehe.. Goin to KLCC.. with my nieces and nephew.. So, as nak memujuk my another nephew yg tak dapat pergi, I bought book, ball, and baloon for Adam. So, the arrangement for Adam, is, on Saturday, I will bring Adam to my office, and later bring him to McDonald. heheheh.. Suka bankrupt kan his Khalaji...

Now, Im sitting in front of the computer, with my niece - Mira, where she is now playing with my hair.. As if she is in the salon, and doing my hair... Kononnya la... Now she applying some cream to my hair.. gasak la..

So, ok la.. want to play some online games..

10 March 2008 - 1153 Hours

Monday blues... ahaks.... Today lambar keluar rumah.. even though dah buat aksi tokyo drift, but still late - 2 mins.. hehehe...

So, today, lepas punch card, I keluar balik ke seven eleven - just to buy newspaper.. Berita Harian and Utusan Malaysia - finish.. Pkl 9.04am habis... So, I bought News Straits Times.. Apa lagi.. To know the full result of the 12th Election..

So, after that, sampai meja I.. waaaaa..... banyak nye document kena siapkan... Mana dgn AGM Q & A, mana ngan salary journal, mana ngan February closing, mana ngan finance, mana ngan tax comp.. waaaa... migraine i... So, today, I just take a deep breath, and will not rushing to complete all those things.. I need to take care of my health too...

By the way, I applied for leave tomorow.. luckily approved.. As, tomorow, me, my sis - Aniz, my nephew - Faridz, n nieces - Zieza n Mira will go to Petroscience.. heheheh... Unfortunately, I have to tinggalkan Adam at home. So, I make an arrangement, whether today, or this Saturday, I will bring him - only him to Mc Donalds and jalan jalan. He agreed. And Mira also agreed.. so, semua boleh senyum... Tak best la bawa sorang, and sorang lagi merajuk...