.:::SHaZZ WORLD:::.

::Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan Al Mubarak::

2010-08-12T01:01:00.000-07:00

Salam..

Selamat berpuasa buat semua rakan-rakan ku (yang aku sayang je.. yang aku tak sayang, tak de nye... - nak tau korang tu adalah golongan yg aku sayang senang je..org yg tak pernah langsung menganiaya aku dgn cara penuh zalim.. so far ada sorang je sepanjang hidup aku aniaya aku..n aku mmg tak sayang dia.. tak perlu aku sebut org nyer sapa.. semoga Allah membalas segala perbuatannya yg penuh terkutuk!!)

walaupun agak lewat aku mengucapkannye.. namun aku tetap mahu juga mengucapkannya.. (apa ayat tu..)

First day pose.. tak terasa sgt... begitu juga dgn second day pose.. biasa je..

Kenapa perlu berpuasa??? adakah hanya untuk menahan lapar dan dahaga?? apa erti sebenar puasa...

soalan nie juga di tanya oleh anak sedara aku yg berumur 8 thn... kenapa Allah suruh kite berlapar.. Allah tak kesian ke kat kite?? nie antara soalan cempu emasnye... biasala budak... belum tahu apa faedah berpuasa... tak kisah la.. sebab BUDAK lagi.. ada la yg di panggil BAPAK budak pun tak leh nak pose.. memalukan la.... anak sedara aku yg 8 thn tu pun dah start pose penuh dari umur 6 thn... nie yg dah besar panjang... tak thn.. ntah apa yg tak thn tu pun aku tak tau la...

so.. berbalik pada soalan anak sedara aku tadi.. aku pun bagi la jawapan bernas..

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Adam, dalam setahun ada 12 bulan... 11 bulan nie adam dah makan dan minum dgn sepuas puasnya.. kadang2 tak berhenti pun dari makan kan.. mulut tu mesti ada je benda nak mengucah...sebulan nie je Allah suruh kite puasa... bukan untuk siksa kite.. utk tolong kite... supaya perut kite sihat...

Adam.. cuba adam tgk, bila adam pasang TV lama lama, apa akan jadi?? mesti panas kan.. bila terlalu panas, apa akan jadi? lama lama dia akan rosak kan.. (alasan tak leh tgk TV lelama di masukkan sekali dalam tazkirah pada hari nie..).. so, kadang2 kite mesti tutup TV bila dah lama sgt kite tgk kan.. betul tak... barang pun boleh rosak jika pakai lama lama, niekan badan kite... sebab tu Allah bagi kite supaa sihat sentiasa... bukan Allah suruh kite pose sampai sethn...

Adam, bila kita berpuasa, kita akan latih diri kita sabar.. dan redha dgn apa yg jadi kat kita...

Adam, mesti adam pernah dengar pasal kanak2 di Palestine, Somalia, kan.. mereka tak dapat makanan... Adam baru kena puasa sebulan, itu pun ada sahur dan berbuka.. makan waktu berbuka best best... kanak2 kat Palestine, puasa diorg puasa terus.. takde makanan... minuman, ubat ,.. Adam tak kesian ke kat mereka.. tapi mereka tabah... sabar...

Adam, cuma dengan puasa ni, adam boleh merasa sedikit bebanan yg di gtanggung oleh org yg kebuluran...

sebab tu kite tak boleh buang makanan.. ha.. dah.. habiskan nasi tu.. dari tadi dah minum 2 gelen air.. siapa suruh.... cepat... maghrib nak habis nie...

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begitulah end of tazkirah aku pada hari ni utk Adam ku...

:: Sarung Bantal::

2010-08-03T01:05:00.000-07:00

Salam...

Nak bercerita tentang sarung bantal lak hari nie.. masa kawin ari tu, my mum bekalkan 4 buah bantal kekabu (i tak pakai bantal yg beli jenama vono ke, dunlop ke.. tak de class la.. :P.. cuma bantal kekabu saje yg sesuai dengan kepala aku..)... so, hari sabtu ari tu, nak tukar selera sarung bantal la plak.. hehehe.. nak beli siap tak boleh, sebab bantal kekabu nie kecik sket...

Bermula la projek ku membuat sarung bantal (I am the one who going to sew it, ok..)

Task pertama - pergi ke jakel.. membuat pilihan.. mata dah rambang tgk kain baju kurung nie la plak.. stop.. tujuan utama beli kain utk sarung bantal.. fokus.. fokus.. fokus..

pembantu jakel: "ye kak, cari apa kak.."
me: "kain utk sarung bantal la adik"
pembantu jakel: "cotton ke akak?"
(dalam hati rasa nak campak je dia.. takkan la aku nak kain sutera or french lace lak utk buat sarung bantal.. of course la cotton.. apa la..."
me: "ye dik.. cotton la.."
pembantu jakel" "di situ ada kak.. mari" (sambil menuju ke arah yg dimaksudkan)..

aku belek2 kain tu.. mmg la cotton.. tapi tak sesuai utk aku.. nipis giler.. taknak... aku pun tanye la, takkan nie je.. n pembantu jakel tu kata, kat tingkat 2 ada lagi banyak choices...

aku pun naik la.. naik pakai lift terus.. taknak pakai escalator.. nanti terpengaruh dgn kain kain yg tak sepatutnya di beli pada hari itu... bahaya....

di tingkat 2, ada banyak la jenis kain yg sesuai utk sarung bantal.. rambang mata la jap... macam2 kaler n design... entah la.. aku tak tau kenapa, tang sarung bantal aku lebih pada kaler pink.. (walaupun itula kaler yg paling aku menyampah skali...)

aku pun point la pada 2 jenis kain.. n berkata, "dik, 2 meter setiap 1 nie ye.."..

satu tu berbunga fresh flower- bunga rose yg nampak hidup.. cantik giler la... yg lagi satu bunga-bungaan berserta daun daunan yg menyejukkan mata memandang...

task 2 - basuh kain tu dulu before jahit.. takut kain tu shrink plak nanti...

task 3 - dah basuh, jemur la dulu.. supaya kering..

task 4 -menjahit sarung bantal tersebut pada hari ahadnye... 2 meter dapat 4 sarung bantal ku.. wah... menjahit di rumah my mum.. tak sampai 2 jam, proses memotong dan menjahit kesemua sarung bantal tersebut..

(my mum dalam proses melihat aku menjahit, berkata, "tak sia2 kan aku hantar ko belajar jahit dulu"..)

hehehe.. actually mmg betul.. takat sarung bantal nie, pejam mata je aku buat.. baju kurung, baju kebaya moden, baju benggali, aku pandai la juga.. cuma 1 je la masalah... takde masa....

hmm.. tu je la buat ari nie...

..:: Kursus ::..

2010-07-04T18:50:00.000-07:00

Salam...

Lama tak menulis.. banyak sangat gangguan emosi yg melanda lately.. wah... biasala... banyak sgt stress.... hehehe...

hari nie, 5 July 2010, aku ada kursus. two day course. biasala.. finance officer kan.. (nama gah, tapi tak la se gah mana....) hehehe..

org tu membebel kat depan.. aku kat belakang, main facebook n tgh type blog la nie.. dah ngantuk giler dah.. colleague aku baca majalah Business.. lagi best... aku toleh dia.. dia toleh kat aku.. kami gelak2... dalam senyap.. rosak rosak...

dah la hari nie nak buat closing account - since hari jumaat hari tu aku MC... biasala... disebabkan masalah emosi melanda jiwaku, banyak la penyakit malanda diriku.. wakakaka... takde la.. dah nak sakit.. sakit juga... nak buat cam ne...

karang pukul 10.30 pagi, ada makan.. wah.. jimat belanja makan aku utk 2 hari nie.. pkl 12.30 pun makan lagi, and pkl 3.30 pm makan lagi... gumuk la 2 hari nie...

hmm... ok la.. nak main facebook jap...

:: Lagu Jiwang ::

2010-06-02T22:30:00.000-07:00

Salam...

Sesampainya aku kat office pada hari ini, aku start mission aku mencari lagu-lagu lama @ ala jiwang karat.. Bukan apa.. lagu2 lama nie poetic sikit.. as aku kan minah poet... unlike lagu2 zaman sekarang... semua melalut.. (tak sumer la. ada yg ok.. but banyak melalut la..)

ada la org comment, apa kelas dengar lagu jiwang.. tak best langsung.. (sampai comment citer valentines day tu tak best langsung - tapi tgk juga.. n nak juga ada boipren.. especially suka cari suami org.. biasala.. org yg tak laku mmg slalu cam tu.. R.A.K - the UGLY BITCH).. tapi, org cam nie, biasala.. mengaku diri tu rock.. kewl.. tapi sebenarnya, munafik atau dia nak jadi "wanna be" punye org la.. but basically, she is pathetic..

by the way.. lupakan pasal tu.. n lagu lagu lama nie mmg best.. nie aku sertakan lirik lagu yg aku tgh dengar....

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FIRASAT KASIHKU - PROJEK

Semalaman waktu pun menyepi

Purnama hilang

Embun pun bermimpi

Di kamar usang ku menghitung hari

Sakit mentari di nodai

Dalam hakikat janji mu ku ikat

Dalam firasat luka pun terubat

Segala pertanyaan tiada terjawab

Dalam debar mencari kasih

Pasti seribu tahun lama

Aku tetap menanti

Pesona cinta kau tiada

Bersembunyi

Anggunnya di wajah mu sinar cahaya

Kehalusan bak sutera

Itu yang ku rindu

Penyuluh jiwa

Bagai penawar derita

Tetapi gelora terbakar jua

Entah bil;a mendung menyapa tiba

Ku capai cahaya tiada terdaya

Terdampar menaggung luka lama

Bagaikan terasa kau mempersenda

Atau mungkin jua hanya menduga

Selagi hakikat kasih ku ikat

Atau firasat mu tak menentu…

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RAHSIA DI DALAM RAHSIA - METROPOLITAN

Pertemuan ini bagaikan terbuka
Satu rahsia didalam rahsia
Ketika kita sama dikota cinta
Kenikmatan pengabdian yang suci

Dan di waktu itu kau dan aku satu
Berlindung di dalam kebesaran
Tiada kenal erti perpisahan
Penuh restumu oh Tuhan…

Dan kini kita terbuang di awangan
Terpisahlah dari kenyataan
Lalu ada yang terlupa pada perjanjian
Kerna leka dengan kepalsuan

Tersesat kita dalam perjalanan

Kau dan aku kini bertemu kembali
Menunaikan perjanjian sejati
Dalam suka duka jauh terpisah
Terbukalah rahsia cinta

Kau dan aku kini bertemu kembali
Menunaikan perjanjian sejati
Dalam suka duka jauh terpisah
Terbukalah rahsia cinta
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Dua dua nie lagu all time "faveret".. (baper banyak la lagu "faveret" aku daa...)

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Lagu yg paling menyayat hati....
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CURANG - LAKSAMANA

Bagaikan tiada lagi
Mentari pagi hari
Suram dan kelam
Dan aku pun menyendiri

Perginya entah kemana
membawa hati luka
Kerna kucurang
Pada cinta yang kau serah

Dan bagaimanakah
Harus kubawa engkau semula
Kembali bersama
Menyusuli cinta kita dulu

Kugenggam baramu
Walaupun panas tak ku terasa
Demi mu ku ingin kembali
Pasti tak ku ulangi

Pulanglah oh sayang
Bersama salju rindu kasihmu
Izinkan ku kembali lagi di hatimu

Biarpun payah kau terima
Pasti ku cuba…….

Terlanjurnya dahulu

Kerana ikutkan nafsu

Tanpa ku tahu

Tangis hiba mu yang merindu

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Ntah kenapa bila engar lagu nie, au rasa sayu sgt... hmm.... penyanyi tu nampaknya amat kesal.. dan dia sayang kan kekasihnya.. tau takpe... sedar pun... penyanyi tu curang dengan org yg mmg dia taknak.. tapi.. mengapa mesti curang??? sudah takdirnya begitu...

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SUDAH TAKDIRNYA BEGITU - SAMUDERA

hidup ibarat di dalam sangkar

mata terlepas batinku tersiksa

rindu membara dan kian membakar

dipinggir hati yang sengsara



masihkah dapat aku hiaskan

cintamu itu ditaman hatiku

kepada Tuhan kuterus berdoa

agar kembali ketenangan



walaupun kusedari hebatnya dugaan

namun hatiku menaruh harapan

seringkali ku terasa inginnya kuulangi

saat yang indah bersama dirimu



kasih yang bersarang dihati

wangi bagai harum kasturi

seandainya takdir mengizinkan relanya

aku menyambung semula

ikatan yang telah putus dulu



bukan niat kita untuk berpisah

tetapi keadaan yang memaksa

lalu kitapun masih terus saling merindu

kerana sudah takdirNya begitu



Hidup ibarat didalam sangkar

mata terlepas batinku tersiksa

rindu membara dan kian membakar

Dipinggir hati yang sengsara

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:: ISTERI ::

2010-05-24T23:03:00.000-07:00

Salam...

Hari nie nak bercerita tentang isteri pulak...

sebuah perkahwinan adalah sebuah commitment yang sgt tinggi... ibarat sebuah masjid.. bayangkan, salah satu tiang masjid roboh, nescaya roboh lah masjid tersebut... tak dapat nak menanggung para jemaah di dalam masjid tersebut.. dan akibatnya, para jemaah terpaksa mencari masjid lain, ataupun, langsung solat di rumah sahaja...

Kami, seorang wanita, melangkah keluar dari rumah ibu bapa kami, yang di penuhi dengan kasih sayang, menuju ke rumah suami, untuk membina sebuah keluarga yang baru. Kami, seorang wanita, juga seorang isteri, amat berharap, agar rumah baru kami juga di penuhi kasih sayang.. yang akan menyebabkan kami tak merasa rindu pada rumah lama kami.. Kami adalah sebuah AMANAH untuk para suami.. AMANAH dari ibubapa kami, dan AMANAH dari Allah.. Kerana kami adalah seorang wanita, seorang yg lemah lembut, seorang yg penyayang... Kami menyayangi suami kami seikhlas hati kami.. bukan kerana sesuatu perkara yang material.. Namun begitu, mengapa suami kami tetap mencari kesalahan kami??

Peranan seorang isteri tidak tamat apabila di pejabat.. mana yang ada anak, akan sentiasa risau akan apa nasib anak2 di rumah, yang di jaga oleh pembantu rumah atau nursery.. Dan sentiasa mencuri masa untuk menelefon rumah atau nursery untuk update keadaan anak anak mereka.. Si suami ada masa tak untuk fikir semua ini??? TENTU TAK ADA... semuanya, terletak di bahu seorang isteri...

Si isteri, bangun seawal pagi, untuk ke pejabat. kemudian, pulang, si suami pula inginkan belaian.. kemudian, kena masak dan mengemas apa yang patut... sedangkan, si suami, bersenang lenang bersandar di hadapan televisyen.. Adilkah dunia ini.. namun begitu, isteri tak pernah bersungut...

Namun begitu, jangan lah si suami mengambil kesempatan ini utk menganiaya si isteri.. di dalam islam, tugas isteri hanyalah melayani suami dan mendidik anak anak.. yang lain tu, suami kena buat... tapi, zaman sekarang, si suami di layan seperti seorang raja.. bila dah rasa macam seorang raja, mulalah nak nak cari pasal...

Dugaan seorang isteri nie banyak... salah satu dugaan adalah bila mana ada pompuan gatal yang tak sedar diri kacau rumah tangganya... apa lagi seorang isteri boleh buat.. selain dari pasrah.. dan pompuan gatal tu nak cerai beraikan suami isteri tadi.. apa yang mereka akan dapat?? kepuasan?? mereka lupa, bahawa ALLAH itu WUJUD, dan SANGAT ADIL... mereka takkan bahagia di dunia dan di akhirat... mereka akan tersiksa selamanya... (tajuk ini akan dibincangkan dengan lebih mendalam akan datang.. :P)

Seorang isteri, walaupun lembut, walaupun nampak lemah, namun, tanpa kami, org lelaki takkan dapat hidup bahagia.. kerana, kamilah pelengkap hidup mereka...

Oleh itu, para suami semua, hargailah perngorbanan isteri kamu.. hargailah segala apa yang telah diberikan oleh isteri kamu.. sayangilah isteri kamu... nescaya, kamu akan lebih bahagia...

Friday - May 7, 2010

2010-05-06T16:56:00.000-07:00

Salam...

Minggu nie aku rasa banyak benda menimpa aku. Alhamdulillah, berkat Allah sayang kat aku, Allah gerakkan hati HRPD untuk list kan nama aku ke kursus "Health and Wellness" pada hari rabu lalu - May 5, 2010.

Isi kandungan kursus tu la yang menyebabkan aku masih boleh berdiri di bumi dengan bangganya. as, permulaan kursus, di beri 1 kata yg aku akan pegang sampai akhir hayat ku, "Wake up and love your life"... Allah beri tubuh badan kepada kamu sebagai amanah.. jaga amanah tersebut. jaga kesihatan. hilangkan segala apa penyakit pun pada tubuh kamu. Sayangi tubuh badan anda.. nie la di antara kata2 Dato' Nur Asyikin, founder of PrimaNora Medical Centre. Alhamdulillah, aku punya semangat baru untuk meneruskan kehidupan ini.. Jangan pedulikan org lain.. Just live ur life to the fullest..

Allah beri aku dugaan sedikit, aku dah melatah.. ntah la.. bagi aku bukan sedikit ujian tersebut. Ia mencabar harga diri ku sebagai seorang wanita.. But, Aku tak rugi apa apa pun. Aku tak kehilangan apa apa pun. Aku tetap dapat apa yang aku inginkan.. Tu yang Allah telah berikan kepadaku buat masa ini.

Allah telah berikan aku segalanya.. sebuah kehidupan tanpa cacat dan celanya. Allah berikan aku Ilmu dan Akal yang tinggi untuk ku pertimbangkan segalanya sebelum melakukan sesuatu yg bodoh.... Allah beri aku kerja yang besar.. Allah beri aku rezeki yang banyak... Allah berikan aku sebuah rumah.. Aku tak perlu mengharap ehsan sesiapa pun untuk hidup di dunia ini... Allah menjadikan aku org utama pada org sekeliling ku. Allah sayang aku. Allah beri aku nikmat yang dia tak beri kepada manusia manusia yang terkutuk... Allah sayang aku, sebab tu dia duga aku. Allah tak beri aku kesenangan tanpa kesusahan.. dan aku redha, kerana jika semua yg aku terima adalah kesenangan semata-mata, tu adalah sumpahan Allah, Kutukan Allah.... tapi, Allah bagi aku kesusahan, dan akan di ganti dengan kesenangan.. sebab Allah sayang aku...

Ya Allah, hanya kau tempat aku mengadu... Hanya engkau tempat aku berserah, Hanya engkau tempat aku sembah... Tanpa Kau Ya Allah, aku tidak akan ada di dunia ni...

Ya Allah, kau hidupkan aku dan matikan aku di dalam keredhaan Mu.. di dalam kasih sayang MU.. Ya Allah, hanya kau yang aku cinta.... Hanya Kau Ya Allah....

Ya Allah, ku pinta padaMu, agar kau hukumlah manusia manusia yang berlagak itu.. yang tidak kenal akan kekuasaan Mu.. Hanya engkau yang boleh menghukum, kerana Kau Maha Kuasa...

::IRON MAN::

2010-05-05T17:00:00.001-07:00

Salam..

Last Saturday - 1.05.2010, me,hubby, brother n mother gi tgk citer Iron Man 2 kat Pavillion... Ok la citer tu.. Sian my mum.. bukan taste dia la utk tgk citer tu, but, dia ikut juga - (setelah kena paksa ngan i n my brother.. hehehe..).. bukan apa... sebab nak bawa gi Pavillion tu.. window shopping la skali.. as thats my first time la gi pavillion.. jgn la terkejut.. for me, bakpe nak gi KL if kat shah alam nie dah "macam2 ada".. parking je that day RM15.. bakpe.. buat bazir je.. since gi pavillion nie, sbb dapat tiket free la nie.. 5 tickets for Iron Man 2.. pe lagi.. siap ngan dapat pop corn n air coke.. n bayangkan, membawa balik lebih sedozen popcorn.. dapat free... depa dok pass masa tgk wayang tu.. amik je la.. utk my anak buah...

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thoughts of the day: Jikalau org buat jahat kat kita, Allah akan balas kejahatan tu dengan lebih dasyat.. contohnya, accident.. patah tulang.. total lost of car.. (balasan dari Allah pada manusia yg tak pernah paham)

::JALANG::

2010-05-04T22:40:00.000-07:00

Salam...

Hari nie aku nak kisahkan sebuah kisah lah yg tertulis di dalam salah sebuah majalah.. sedih aku baca.... memikirkan nasib seorang isteri yang setia terhadap suaminya, yang mana suaminya curang dengannya selepas beberapa bulan kahwin dengannya...

Al kisahnya begini...
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Namaku Lina. Aku baru berkahwin selama 3 tahun.. satu jangka masa yg pendek.. dalam usia perkahwinan yg mentah, berbagai cabaran telah ku hadapi.. aku seorang wanita yg berkerjaya tinggi. walaupun begitu, kerja di rumah tidak ku abaikan langsung.. walaupun letih pulang dari kerja, aku tetap melakukan tanggung jawabku sebagai seorang isteri... namun begitu, baru baru ini aku di kejutkan dengan 1 berita, di mana suamiku meniduri bekas kekasihnya (Siti yang bekerja di sektor awam) 6-7 bulan baru berkahwin. aku menangis.. hanya itu yg mampu ku lakukan.. aku sedih.. dan, langsung aku menelefon Siti, dan meluahkan apa yg terbuku di hatiku.. bukan apa, bagiku, seorang yg berpendidikan tinggi seperti Siti, dan seorang pendidik, tidak harus melakukan sesuatu di luar kawalan akal.. dan Siti, dengan bangganya, mengatakan, aku terlalu percaya pada suamiku. dan dia merasa kasihan dengan nasibku.. dan dia menempelak aku mengatakan aku juag buakn seorang yg baik... perlu di nyatakan disini, yg perlu di kasihan bukan aku.. sepatutnya dia.. kerana dia menjalinkan hubungan haram dengan lelaki yg bukan suaminya.. apa yang dia dapat.. dia tak dapat apa apa, melainkan perhubungan haram.. dan bukan menjadi miliknya pun.. Dia rugi dan kalah.. dan tenant aku tidak baik, sekurang-kurangnya, aku tidak melakukan seks rambang dengan jantan jantan lain.. dan aku hanya melakukannya denagn SUAMIKU.. kasihan dia.. tak kenal siapa dirinya sendiri... seorang JALANG... siapa yang beristerikan dia juga lelaki malang.. dan mungkin lelaki itu juga suka rambang seks sepertinya.. bayangkan, boleh buat aksi dalam keretanya.. bagi aku, aku tak rugi apa apa.. sedangkan, suamiku, telah hilanglah segala hormat ku kepadanya.. dia telah menghilangkan semua tu dalam satu perlakuan dengan perempuan, yg ku kira sebagai seorang JALANG.... akibat seks dgn Siti, suamiku telah di jangkiti dengan penyakit kelamin, yg kemudiannya mengakibatkan aku keguguran 7 bulan.... betapa sedihnya hati ini bila bayi yang bakal lahir mati hanya kerana nafsu JALANG dan suamiku sendiri... Nak salah kan suami ku?? mana ada kucing nak tolak ikan.. lebih lebih lagi kalau ikan tu dah siap di hidang dalam pinggan... Aku tak salahkan Jalang tersebut... sebab, kalau dah JALANG, mmg la begitu sifatnya..
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Komen aku:

Daripada kerajaan sibuk nak kenalkan pendidikan seks pada student sekolah menengah, ada baiknya mereka beri pendidikan seks pada kakitangan mereka sendiri yang sememangnya penuh dengan manusia liar dan uneducated... kalau dapat tangkap mereka buat benda tak senonoh, buang je mereka nie dari kerja, dan suruh depa nie jadi call girl sepenuh masa.. hehehe... jangan mare...

::PELANCARAN LAPORAN PASARAN HARTA 2009::

2010-04-22T22:04:00.001-07:00

Salam..

Today, Friday - 23rd April 2010..

I went to Kelab Golf Perkhidmatan Awam (KGPA) attending the "Pelancaran Laporan Pasaran Harta 2009" with my colleague - K Mala.. yg di anjurkan oleh Jabatan Penilaian dan Perkhidmatan Harta (JPPH) - Kementerian Kewangan Malaysia.. Ye la, our boss takde, so, Me n herself gi la ke sana.. wakil boss.. (by the way, kat office hari ni - Honeymoon - sumer boss takde.. sumer exec je.. hehehe.. jgn jeles ye aween.. :P)..

(ps: gambar x memuaskan - as pakai web cam laptop)

Pelancaran tu di rasmikan oleh Dato' Wira Chor Chee Heung - Timbalan Menteri Kewangan Malaysia.. Mmg best la tgk pelancaran dia.. Kalau rajin, tgk la TV malam nie.. berita - TV3, NTV7, Astro Awani, n few lagi yg takde logo kat camera dia... ada rezeki, muka i pun kuar tv lagi sekali... utk kali yg ke baper ntah.... i nie glamer.. dah baper kali masuk tv.. biasala.. skali tu, ada lah drama pelakon radhi (if im not mistaken la).. masa tu i & 1 of the friend gi kat Summit USJ.. tgh berjalan masuk tu, dtg la sorang nie, nak suruh berlakon - jadi aktres tambahan utk berlakon ngan radhi khalid tu.. I mmg nak la ikut kan.. but my friend taknak.. dia takut mak dia marah.. so, i dgn terpaksanya, minta maaf la kat dia.. tak leh nak jadi tambahan.. wah.. ngan radhi khalid tu.. jeles aku... heheh..

back to the pelancaran buku tadi, mmg grand giler... very impressive... seriously... ngan asapnya... ngan ribennya.. fuh.. tak boleh nak explain...

n makan time.. ok la.. ada spaghetti, kepak ayam goreng, bihun goreng, roti jala, asam laksa, segala macam kuih ada.. wah.. karipap dia pun bukan cam yg beli kat pasar ye.. cam beli kat Secret recipe - chicken cornish tu.. wah.. mmg menarik...

By the way, thats is my first time la tgk pelancaran nie.. n i must say, hopefully i nak gi lagi thn depan.. hehehe...

::Jalan Jalan Makan Makan tambah kan kalori::

2010-04-15T23:38:00.000-07:00

Salam..

Last week, me n hubby gi ke North Port.. - jenjalan, lepak, n makan kat Muara Ikan Bakar.. sampai kat situ dalam pukul 3.30pm.. nice la.. tgk air laut membiru.. (chewah!!)... last time i datang sini abt 5 years ago - with my late father.. he the one yg suka bawa kiteorg Jalan jalan makan makan merata-rata tempat.. (Al-Fatihah for Abaji..)..

Ada la dalam 5 family kat tepi laut tu.. 3 of them memancing.. wah.. ada yg dapat ikan sembilang..

Dah tu, pukul 6.30 masuk la ke Muara Ikan Bakar tu.. Ambil port open space la.. depan laut, berbumbungkan langit.. wah... romantiknya.. hehehe.. so, kami pun memilih la makanan laut yg nak di suruh masak.. iaitu ikan kerapu & ketam.. (Ikan kerapu tiga rasa & ketam masam manis)..dah pilih ikan, kami pun duduk la di port yg di pilih la tadi.. romantik port la kononyer... hehehe... n kami mengorder lagi.. nasi lemak & kailan... teiba ada lak ternampak side order.. yakni.. otak otak.. since hubby tak gemar otak otak nie, n i pun order la 1 keping saje.. hehehe.. nak buat cam ne.. takkan nak order banyak kot.. i nak 1 je.. cukupla..

Makan makan sambil menikmati "sunset"... hehehe.. sungguh romantik.. (baper kali romantik da...).. lepas makan, solat Maghrib kat surau kat situ, n bergerak balik ke rumah..

Thanks buat my hubby sbb bawa aku ke sini..

::Retak:: (final)

2010-04-15T05:39:00.000-07:00

Salam...

Sambung bab retak jap.. sebelum tu, just want to clarify with all my friend... this story is not related to anybody.. its a general story.. which happen in every other married woman life... so, jgn nak terasa or what.. bak kata pepatah melayu, "siapa yg makan cili, dia yg terasa pedasnya"..

Banyak juga my friend yg komen, org ketiga (pompuan la) yg jadi pengacau dalam rumah tangga mereka.. but, pada yg pengacau tu, mereka menjawab , laki ko yg cari aku.. bukan aku yg terhegeh2 nak laki ko..

so.. dalam kes nie, dua dua jawapan boleh di terima pakai... tapi, siapa yang bersalah dalam hal ni?? jawapan aku senang je.. si ISTERI tu sendiri.. bukan pasal dia tak pandai jaga laki, tu korang kena fikir sendiri... tu je... come on la, kucing pun, kalau di hidang ikan segar depan mata dia, takkan kucing tu boleh buat dek je..kan...no comment la pasal nie sebenarnya.. takut mengguris hati banyak pihak... if hati manusiayg betul tu takpe.. but, kalau hati manusia yang macam AL Iblis tu, malah nak cerita...

yang penting di sini, ALLAH beri kita AKAL dan FIKIRAN untuk kita gunakan.. kalau ikut hati mati, ikut rasa binasa.. so.. fikir la apa yang baik...

Lagi sekali, Im not against poligami... but, kalau lah salah caranya, kan tak adil.. n I paling benci ngan ayat nie "I sanggup bermadu"... why?? mulut je cakap cam tu, tapi, once kalau dah bermadu, u all mula naik tocang.. faham sgt perangai double standard cam nie.. (by the way, I dah jumpa dah...).

Bagi aku, pompuan yg perampas adalah sorang yg berani.. aku sendiri tak berani nak cakap ngan lelaki yg dah berkahwin.. (kecuali my colleague).. aku respect wife mereka... contohnya, aku ada sorang kawan baik lelaki... kami berkawan dari darjah 5.... sampai la now.. (kire kire 20 thn dah kami berkawan).. aku slalu call dia.. slalu kuar ngan dia (walaupun masa tu aku dah ada bf.. ).. bukan curang.. kawan rapat... kalau komputer aku rosak je, aku akan call dia, n dia akan dtg umah aku.. n seterusnya, lepak kat umah aku sampai pkl 11 mlm kadang2 (mak n adik aku lepak skali la ngan kiteorg).. sbb, kawan baik aku.. n he is the sweetest guy la yg pernah aku jumpa... setiap hari mmg akan calling calling la.. nak kata cam soul mate pun boleh la.. but, once dia kawin, aku dah tak call dia.. bukan apa, if call, benda yg amat penting.. kalau takat computer rosak, aku tak call dah.. aku hantar je kedai.. as he has a family already.. n i dont want to call him, n bagi isteri dia sakit hati.. mmg aku lebih kenal dia dari isteri dia.. but SIAPA aku?? kawan je kan.. aku faham.. as aku taknak benda tu jadi kat aku nanti... so, i stop calling him... semenjak dia kawin kat 5 thn nie, aku rasa aku ada la call dia dalam 3 kali je... tu pun ada la urusan penting.. n salah 1 nyer, ajak kenduri kawin aku... if i can do that, y others cannot do the same thing??? respect org lain sket...

Nasihat aku: senang je.. balik kepada Al-Quran dan Sunnah Rasul.. jgn buat benda yg against 2 perkara tadi.. Insya Allah, selamat lah anda dari apa pun.. kecuali mati....

lastly, sorry pada siapa yg terasa.. ikut kan banyak lagi aku nak citer.. but, rasa macam sia sia je.. sbb, mana ada org nak ikut benda baik kan...

::Retak:: (part 1)

2010-04-08T16:59:00.000-07:00

Salam..

Hari ini, seperti biasa, pergi ke office.. biasala.. naik train.. so, sepanjang perjalanan yang membosankan tu, dengar la lagu tru my hp - nokia express music 5800.. (touch screen nyer..):P..

salah satu lagu yang berkumandang di telinga pada pagi hari adalah lagu "Retak" - nyanyian Ella... hayati senikatanya... sedih... mmg sedih... rasa nak nangis pun ada (ye ke?)... ni ada lirik lagu tu... cuba hayatinya...

Berabad telah kita bercinta
Mengapa kini engkau berubah
Sedangkan aku masih kekal setia
Mengharap kasih menjadi bintang jiwa

Mana janjimu akan setia
Menyayangi ku siang malammu
Melindungi dari bara sengsara
Mempertahankan mahligai bersama

Kini tiada erti memberi janji
Janji manis mu dulu
Hingga jadi api membakar dada ini

Hati ini hancur dan luluh kerana mu
Hati ini hancur dan luluh kerana mu
Tergamak kau berpaling dan teguh memilih dia
Semenjak hatimu dicuri jelita

Hati ini hancur dan luluh kerana mu
Hati ini hancur dan luluh kerana mu
Seandainya ada lagi cinta di hati ini
Akan kubenamkan sepi hanya selamanya

Semalaman di cermin kenangan
Jari berdarah diretak setia
Menanggung luka di sebalik senyuman
Hanya kerana aku seorang wanita

Lemah dunia halanya
Hati kecewa dengan janji manismu
Kini jadi api membakar dada ini

Ella berjaya membawa lagu ini dengan penuh perasaan.. boleh di bayangkan, betapa dia sengsara dengan seorang lelaki yang memberi derita padanya.. for me, lagu ni, bukan di nyanyikan untuk kekasih semata mata.. lelaki yang di maksudkan adalah seorang "suami"... seorang suami yang tak pernah faham akan perasaan seorang isteri....

Banyak kisah lelaki begini yang di ceritakan di dalam surat khabar dan majalah... setiap minggu mesti ada kisah begini yang tertulis di dada akhbar or majalah...

dalam kes cam nie, yang nak disalahkan siapa?? isteri or suami?? or org ketiga?? Fikir la sendiri...Gunakan akal... jgn sesekali gunakan nafsu....

bersambung lagi....

::Sukar sangat ke nak ucap TERIMA KASIH?"

2010-04-07T05:21:00.000-07:00

Salam...

"Terima Kasih" atau translation dalam bahasa Inggeris - Thank you, dah di ajar untuk di ucapkan semenjak kite kecil lagi, betul tak?? contohnya, masa kita pergi ke rumah orang, dan mereka memberikan kita segelas air, apa kita ucap?? terima kasih... dapat hadiah or duit raya, apa kita ucap? terima kasih... of course our parent akan suruh ucap "terima kasih" if kita dapat benda dari org... betul tak???...

Alkisah, hari nie aku ke klinik kerajaan plak.. klinik private dah lebih 5 kali gi, termasuk la hospital private.. tak baik baik juga... try gomen punye klinik lak... mana tau boleh sembuh batuk n selsema.. insyaAllah..

kat klinik tu lak, aku tgh la tunggu nombor giliran di panggil... ada la sorang minah nie dok sebelah aku.. dia pegang sehelai kertas preskripsi ubat, yg sepatutnya di serahkan ke kaunter farmasi... tapi dia dok la pegang kertas tu... lama juga la.. memula, ingat dia tunggu someone... but dah lama tu macam tak de apa apa.. aku pun dgn niat ikhlas (suara serak2 batuk)cakap la kat minah tu "kertas tu bagi kat farmasi" (sambil pointing ke arah kaunter farmasi.... minah tu tak toleh pun kat aku, terus bangun n pergi ke kaunter tu, sambil jalan cam cara tak puas hati, serah preskripsi ubat tu kat org farmasi, n datang balik duduk kat sebelah aku...

wah.. terkejut juga aku... sbb, takde ucapan "Terima Kasih" atau senyuman ikhlas di berikan pada aku yg telah memberitahu something pada dia... funny.. bukan la aku berkira... tapi, susah sgt ke nak ucap Terima kasih??

Bukan la apa.. kalau yg buat perangai tu jenis pompuan yg sexy yg perasan lawa tu takpe la.. aku boleh terima... but, pakai tudung labuh.. tak faham aku la wei...

Apa apa pun, kpd sumer.. belajar la ucap "terima kasih".. takde nye korang nak mati if cakap "terima kasih" kat org lain....

:: One Year Oready??::

2010-03-25T22:04:00.000-07:00

salam...

Hari ni 26 Mac 2010.. Lusa 28 Mac 2010... setahun sudah aku bergelar seorang isteri kepada suamiku yang amat ku sayang- Siso...

Alhamdulillah, Allah telah memberi rahmat kepada kami sepanjang tempoh perkahwinan kami. Suka dan Duka tu asam garam kehidupan.. mana ada org sentiasa happy, ye tak.. mesti la ada sedikit kedukaan untuk menjadikan kita lebih tabah dan sabar dalam menghadapi dugaan.. "kan ke sabar itu separuh dari iman"..

Allah menguji kita kerana Allah sayang kat kita.. Allah nak beri kita pahala "sabar, dan redha kepada ketentuanNya".. senangkan dapat pahala free nie.. sabar, dan redha... Allah bukan menguji kita dengan menarik apa yang diberi tanpa sebab. Setiap dugaan yang diberikan, mesti ada kebaikkan di sebaliknya.. Cuma kita manusia tak tahu apa kebaikkan Nya, as kita dok sibuk dengan kedukaan yang menimpa kita...

Aku dah satu kedukaan yang bagiku, sepanjang kehidupan aku, itulah yang paling "high rank" sekali.. aku menjadi seorang yg amat pasif selepas keguguran pada 10 December 2009 yang lalu... Tapi Alhamdulillah, aku berjaya mengatasinya, berkat sokongan suamiku, ibuku, kakak2 ku, adikku dan rakan rakan... masing masing selalu memujuk.. dan memberi kata kata peransang..... terima kasih kembali...

Selepas peristiwa tersebut, aku sentiasa mengalami penyakit lain yang berturut2... 15 December 2009, aku dijangkiti conjunctivitis.. dan aku cuma pulih pada 4 February 2010.. n dah jumpa 3 org doktor, and dah pegi pun refer kat specialist 2 kali.. but cam tu juga... bayangkan, selama dekat 2 bulan mata ku sentiasa berair, dan pedih.. aku jaga kebersihan diri.. supaya penyakit ini tidak di jangkiti suamiku.. sentiasa basuh tangan selepas mengelap mata yang berair... kemudian, somewhere middle january, aku kena pulak masalah E.N.T yang amat serious.. dan sehingga kini, masih tak sembuh... dan kemudiannya, aku ada masalah balancing.. especially masa bangun dari tidur.. rasa kepala ku berpusing pusing macam merry go round... nie bermula kira kira 3 minggu yang lepas.. aku tetap sabar... kerana, setiap dugaan, Allah janjikan ganjaran buat umatnya yang sabar dan redha...

Alhamdulillah, dalam semua perkara perkara nie, suami aku tetap di sisi, dan memberi pertolongan.. susah nak cari suami cam nie zaman sekarang... yang boleh membantu isteri bila mana isteri tidak sihat.. Terima kasih suami ku yg amat aku sayangi...

sebut pasal perkahwinan, adikku ada bagitau, yang mana kawannya (lelaki) telah berkahwin pada umur 23 tahun... dan kawannya itu berkata pada adikku " Shukur, best tau kawin nie.."...

Aku betul betul nak tergelak bila dengan statement tu.. "best kawin?"... best dari segi apa tu???

Bukan lah aku nak kata kawin nie tak best.. cuma perkahwinan tak boleh nak sama kan macam kita pegi piknik - best... or pegi tgk wayang - best... perkahwinan is commitment.. is not something that boleh take for granted.. sebagai contoh, if nak kahwin, seseorang kena pikir, apa tujuan perkahwinan itu.. kalau untuk seronok seronok... lupakan la niat tu.. belajar dulu tentang kehidupan... sesebuah perkahwinan adalah suci... bukan untuk seronok seronok.. nanti, bila dah tak seronok, nak buat apa?? bercerai?? sebab tu, nak kahwin, ilmu kena ada.. bukan la i sokong untuk commit adultery... dalam islam pun Allah dah cakap, kalau sesiapa yang tak mampu kahwin, berpuasa lah kamu.. kerana puasa itu dapat mengelak perkara2 yang mungkar... tak mampu nie bukan dari segi income je... mesti dari segi mental dan fizikal... ye la, especially bagi lelaki.. nak jadi pemimpin rumah tangga.. ilmu Islam dah faham ke.. solat jaga tak?? kalau la itu tak jaga, lupakan niat suci murni nak kawin.. belajar dulu... fahami dulu.. kan Allah kata, manakan sama dengan org yang berilmu dengan tidak... berilmu nie, bukan la setakat pegang ijazah semata mata..

org sekarang pandang "ha budak tu ada ijazah, eh yg tu plak ada PHD, eh yg tu lagi kaya.. ada 2 biji rumah, 3 kereta..."... tapi, apa guna sumer benda nie, kalau solat pun tak gheti.. membazir je kan... nak kawin, tapi tak gheti nak solat.. cam ne nak solat sunat lepas nikah nanti... cam ne nak imamkan isteri n anak2.... buat malu je... kalau tak solat, nanti bila anak dah sekolah, kan ada praktikal solat kat sekolah.. bila ustazah tanya kat anak ' kamu nie mak ayah kamu tak pernah ajar kamu solat ke?".. n anak dengan penuh jujur, "mak ayah tak pernah solat"... malu tu mak oi... bukan setakat ustazah tu je tau, semua rakan rakan anak akan tau, dan secara tak langsung, satu komuniti akan tau.. ha.. pikir la sekarang.. malu tak if jadi benda cam tu... tentu malu kan....

takat nie ja la.. penat dah menaip.. banyak lagi sebenarnya nak citer.. but jari dah cram... tak leh type dah...

apa apa pun, selamat menyambut setahun perkahwinan pada suamiku syg... semoga ia akan berkekalan buat selamanya...

:: Aku Bukan BODOH, BUTA & PEKAK::

2010-02-13T05:32:00.000-08:00

Salam...

First thing, I nak mengucapkan takziah pada kawanku, Hanif and ex boss ku, Pn Sharijah, yang telah kehilangan bapa dan ibu masing masing pada bulan February 2010. Al-Fatihah buat keduanya. semoga mereka di antara org org yang beriman.... Aku faham akan kehilangan mereka.. kerana, aku pernah merasainya pada thn 2007.. pedihnya terasa hingga kini... tetapi, bukan itu yang ingin ku luahkan pada hari ini...

Hari ini, 13 February 2010, aku rasa telah diperbodohkan oleh manusia manusia yang menganggap aku BODOH / BUTA / PEKAK... hmmm.... silap... mereka amat silap... yg nyata BODOH, BUTA dan PEKAK adalah diri mereka sendiri.. kerana... meh aku terangkan satu persatu...

BODOH kerana, walaupun mempunyai ilmu, tapi mereka tak pernah pakai... ataupun cuba pakai.... apa yang mereka tahu cuma pentingkan diri sendiri.. dan akibatnya, mereka akan menanggung dosa.. dan believe me,.... Perkara perkara yang mereka lakukan itu ku kira terkutuk dan telah di jelaskan di dalam Al Quran... oi.. tak baca Al Quran ke..?? tahu sebut tapi tak tahu apa isi kandungannya.. I believe, if mereka mereka yg di sebutkan itu memahami isi kandungan Al Quran, mereka tidak akan melakukan perkara perkara yang menyakitkan hati ku...... Takpe.. Allah lebih mengetahui.. takpe la.. mereka mereka ini kan BODOH... org org yang bodoh nie tak payah lah nak di layan sangat kan.. buat menyemak kepala otak je..

BUTA.. nie tak payah la aku nak cerita.... sedangkan TV sumer ada dah tunjuk... aku nampak dgn jelas apa yang telah mereka cuba lakukan... mereka yang buta, tak nampak how fast the things will be air in the news....

PEKAK.. sedangkan dinding pun ada telinga kan... but mereka nie mmg pekak... sbb, mereka tak dengar apa yg mereka cakapkan itu boleh di dengar oleh org lain...

kali ni mmg kasar apa yg aku tulis... tapi satu je aku nak ingat kan org org yg BODOH, BUTA, dan PEKAK... what goes around comes around...what u give, u get back.. if aniaya org lain, tak lama u all yg kena balasannya.. DOA ORG YANG TERANIAYA TAK DE HIJAB DGN ALLAH...

aku takde masa nak doakan keburukan org lain.. cuma kalau aku amat sakit hati, aku cuma boleh berdoa " semoga Allah panjang kan usia kamu.. kalau boleh sampai 100 thn.."

lastly, AKU BUKAN BODOH, BUTA & PEKAK....................

::Ibu (tribute to my mother)::

2010-02-06T05:39:00.001-08:00

Orang kata, kasih ibu membawa ke syurga... Aku memang sokong kata kata itu... Bagi aku, Ibu aku adalah insan yang amat istimewa pada ku...

segala kesusahan yg dia hadapi, tak pernah di tunjukkan di hadapan kami anak anak... begitu ketabahan seorang ibu menghadapi dugaan dan cabaran dalam membesarkan kami seramai 4 org.. Ibu ku sentiasa tersenyum tenang... walaupun di dalam hati bergelodak seribu macam perasaan...

setiap kali aku mengingatkan kesusahan ibu ku di waktu yg lalu, iaitu semasa membesarkan kami, air mata ku akan tumpah.. kerana ketabahan dan kesabarannya, kami berempat, berjaya dalam hidup kami... kami tak perlukan bantuan sesiapa untuk berjaya ke tahap ini... semua adalah berkat kesabaran ibu ku.. yang tak pernah kenal erti lelah... dan ibuku percaya yang kami akan berjaya.. dan berdikari... tanpa bantuan sesiapa... tanpa ehsan sesiapa...

aku adalah anak bongsu perempuan.. dan aku tahu.. walaupun ibuku tidak pernah menyatakannya, aku adalah anak kesayangannya... kerana aku adalah kekuatannya... aku adalah temannya yang setia... aku di lahirkan supaya dia tegar menghadapi semua ujian yang mendatang...

semalam... 5 February... ulang tahun ibuku... aku merenung ibuku... sudah nampak tua... aku sedih... bukan sedih kerana dia tua.. sedih kerana, dia menghabiskan hidupnya untuk membahagiakan kami semua.... dia tak pernah ada masa untuknya sendiri... semua masanya di gunakan untuk kami.... membesarkan kami... membahagiakan kami...

Tiada sesiapa yang boleh menggantikan tempat ibuku... bagiku, ibuku adalah insan terhebat di alam ini... dan bagiku, ibuku adalah segalanya...

Ya Allah, Kau berikanlah kebahagiaan kepada ibuku di dunia dan di akhirat... kerana dia adalah insan teristimewa bagi ku...

Ami, I love you forever....

::Lagu::

2010-02-05T06:23:00.000-08:00

Salam.. al kisahnye.. aku nie ada banyak koleksi lagu-lagu melayu lama. suka dengar lagu lama lama melayu nie.. kawan2 aku panggil rock kapak... bukan la apa, lagu lagu lama nie ada makna tersirat.. poetic... not like lagu lagu sekarang... bagai diri tapak sulaiman la.. ntah la.. . few days back, aku dengar la satu lagu nie.. n bukan sekali la aku dengar... banyak kali juga la.. bayangkan, perjalanan office dekat 1 jam 10 mins, aku dengar lebih dari 6 kali... hehehe... masih terngiang ngiang lagi lagu nie kat telinga aku... so, my fav songs for this week is "suara kekasih"...

Hadiran ombak membelai pantai
Tiada putusnya percintaan itu
Hembusnya bayangmu menyejukkan
Tapi tiada terhenti dahaga
Kerinduan suara kekasih
Membelai hatiku
Suara kekasih
Membasuh lukaku

Tibanya sinar bulan di laut
Dengan ribuna alunan kemesraan
Membawa kenangan yang berlalu
Dengan ribuan warna keemasan
Suara kekasih
Membelai jiwaku
Suara kekasih
Yang menyejukkan ku

Terdengar suaramu yang suci
Pabila terkejut dari mimpi
Ku manyakinkan suara itu
Memanggil daku dengan harapan
Tapi sayangnya alunan ombak
Yang memecah diri sangkaku
Suara kekasih
Yang memanggil daku
Suara kekasih
Di malam yang indah

::Macam macam ragam manusia::

2010-01-27T23:18:00.000-08:00

Salam,

Ramai orang banyak la ragamnya.. tu kata orang dulu dulu.. Tapi bagi aku, kalau nak ikut ragam pun, biarla yang berpada pada... bukan apa, ada la nak luahkan rasa tak puas hati aku tentang seorang budak ni... (nak kata budak, dah boleh beranak dah...)

Aku cukup benci dengan PENDUSTA... kalau nak berdusta dengan orang lain, lantak pi la.. i dont care... but, tolong la jangan nak berdusta dengan aku... aku cukup benci.. benci tau....

dan aku cukup benci dengan org yang berpura pura... amat benci... depan aku kau cakap lain, but belakang aku, kau buat benda lain... jangan la ingat aku tak nampak, tak pe.. ALLAH nampak.. setiap benda yang kau buat tu ada di catat kan.. jgn ingat nak jaga perhubungan dgn Allah je, hubungan dengan makhluk pun kena jaga juga....

entah la.. baru baru ni, aku banyak di kejutkan dengan banyak benda...Aku cuma boleh berdoa pada Allah, tolong la jauhkan aku dari semua benda benda mengarut nie...

:: Dugaan dari Yang Maha Esa ::

2009-12-13T19:06:00.001-08:00

10 December 2009.. Dugaan terbesar ku terima dalam hidup ku... Mungkin bagi orang lain, dugaan tu tak seberat mana... tapi bagi ku, amat besar...

Kosong.. amat kosong ku rasakan hidup ku ini.. Tapi, aku perlu tabah... Allah memberi dugaan kepada orang yang di sayangi Nya... sekadar menguji... dan sebenarnya, mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik sesuatu dugaan yang di berikanNya...

Aku cuba untuk mengalihkan perhatian ku.. kadang kala, berjaya.. tetapi, ada masa, air mata ku tumpah juga... aku tidak menyesali takdir... aku tidak menyalahkan Nya... Namun, sebagai seorang manusia biasa, hamba kepada Nya, aku masih terasa pedih dan sedih di atas apa yang berlaku....

Ya Allah, berikan ketabahan kepada diriku untuk hari hari yang mendatang.... Hanya Engkau yang lebih mengetahui akan segalanya....

:: POWER OF MONEY ::

2009-11-29T23:31:00.001-08:00

Salam,

I received an email from one of my favourite group, very inspirational, and yet very useful for us too.

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Power of Money,

By Adam Khoo
( Singapore 's youngest millionaire at 26 yrs.)

Some of you may already know that I travel around the region pretty frequently, having to visit and conduct seminars at my offices in Malaysia , Indonesia , Thailand and Suzhou ( China ). I am in the airport almost every other week so I get to bump into many people who have attended my seminars or have read my books.

Recently, someone came up to me on a plane to KL and looked rather shocked. He asked, 'How come a millionaire like you is travelling economy?' My reply was, 'That's why I am a millionaire. ' He still looked pretty confused.

This again confirms that greatest lie ever told about wealth (which I wrote about in my latest book 'Secrets of Self Made Millionaires' ). Many people have been brainwashed to think that millionaires have to wear Gucci, Hugo Boss, Rolex, and sit on first class in air travel. This is why so many people never become rich because the moment that earn more money, they think that it is only natural that they spend more, putting them back to square one.

The truth is that most self made millionaires are frugal and only spend on what is necessary and of value. That is why they are able to accumulate and multiply their wealth so much faster.

Over the last 7 years, I have saved about 80% of my income while today I save only about 60% (because I have my wife, mother in law, 2 maids, 2 kids, etc. to support). Still, it is way above most people who save 10% of their income (if they are lucky).

I refuse to buy a first class ticket or to buy a $300 shirt because I think that it is a complete waste of money. However, I happily pay $1,300 to send my 2 year old daughter to Julia Gabriel Speech and D ram a without thinking twice.

When I joined the YEO (Young Entrepreneur' s Orgn)a few years back (YEO) is an exclusive club open to those who are under 40 and make over $1m a year in their own business) I discovered that those who were self made thought like me. Many of them with net worth well over $5m,travelled economy class and some even drove Toyota 's and Nissans,not Audis, Mercs, BMWs..

I noticed that it was only those who never had to work hard to build their own wealth (there were also a few ministers' and tycoons' sons in the club) who spent like there was no tomorrow. Somehow, when you did not have to build everything from scratch, you do not really value money. This is precisely the reason why a family's wealth (no matter how much) rarely lasts past the third generation.

Thank God my rich dad foresaw this terrible possibility and refused to give me a cent to start my business.

Then some people ask me, 'What is the point in making so much money if you don't enjoy it?' The thing is that I don't really find happiness in buying branded clothes, jewellery or sitting first class. Even if buying something makes me happy it is only for a while, it does not last.

Material happiness never lasts, it just give you a quick fix. After a while you feel lousy again and have to buy the next thing which you think will make you happy. I always think that if you need material things to make you happy, then you live a pretty sad and unfulfilled life..

Instead, what makes me happy is when I see my children laughing and playing and learning so fast. What makes me happy is when I see my companies and trainers reaching more and more people every year in so many more countries.

What makes me really happy is when I read all the emails about how my books and seminars have touched and inspired some one's life.

What makes me really happy is reading all your wonderful posts about how this blog is inspiring you. This happiness makes me feel really good for a long time, much much more than what a Rolex would do for me.

I think the point I want to put across is that happiness must come from doing your life's work (be it teaching, building homes, designing,trading, winning tournaments etc.) and the money that comes is only a by-product. If you hate what you are doing and rely on the money you earn to make you happy by buying stuff, then I think that you are living a life of meaninglessness.

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:: * EID MUBARAK *::

2009-11-25T20:13:00.000-08:00

EID MUBARAK TO ALL FRIENDS..

WARM REGARDS FROM SHAZ & SIL

::Public amenities: Surau::

2009-11-22T23:04:00.000-08:00

Salam.

Hari nie nak ceritakan kisah surau awam pulak. especially Surau kat KL Central. Bukan la nak cerita pasal kekurangan surau tu, nie kekurangan etika oleh org org yg pakai surau tu.

Hari nie (23.11.2009), aku terbangun lambat sket dari yg selalu. Nak kejar train pkl 5.59 pagi. Nak solat kat rumah, tapi tak sempat. So, aku bercadang nak solat kat KL Central je la. Sbb, insyaAllah aku akan sampai kat sana dlm pkl 6.40 pagi.

Mmg aku sampai pkl 6.40 pagi. So, aku pun bergegas ke surau nye. Dah ambil wudhuk, aku pun berdiri di belakang sorang manusia nie, yg memang dah sudah solat. banyak juga yang dah habis solat, tapi duduk berdoa panjang-panjang n ada yg baca Surah Yassin. Minah yg aku tgh tunggu di belakang dia nie, dia tanggalkan telekung perlahan-lahan, lipat perlahan lahan, tanggal kain dgn perlahan-lahan (tanggal kain pun masa tgh duduk nie).. aku mmg tak paham.. apasal slow sgt.. cam pengantin yg mak mertua tgh tgk cara cara tanggal telekung.. aku mmg marah.. sbb masa tu dah pkl 6.50 pagi.. ramai yg beratur lagi nak solat.. but these kind of people, yg memang layak di panggil BODOH, buat tak tau je.. relax relax kat surau, mengamnil tpt org yg hendak solat. Yang baca Yassin n berdoa tu, nak baca boleh, but bagi la org nak solat menunaikan kewajipan yang WAJIB.. nak berdoa or baca Yassin, pergi ke belakang. bukannye susah.. ntah la.. nak menunjuk kot... yg mereka nie alim.. but, mereka tak tau, actually, secara tak langsung mereka membuat dosa free... Nie menurut pendapat Ustaz Ismail Kamus la.. nak solat kat surau surau kat R&R ke, KL Central ke, tgk tgk la sket.. jgn la pasal nak dapat pahala sunat, korang lak mengumpul dosa free...

Sesapa yg terasa tu, tolong tolong ubah sikap.. surau awam bukan masjid.. tolong ingat waktu solat yang pendek seperti subuh dah maghrib..

:: Public Transport??:: (part 2)

2009-11-19T19:43:00.000-08:00

Panas hati aku kali nie... KTM buat perubahan, but bukan utk kebaikan semua org... Tak paham aku.. lagi panas hati...

1 November 2009 - KTM merombak sekali lagi jadual tren mereka.. But for me, bukan semakin baik.. but semakin teruk... mana taknye, dari kekerapan tren 20 minit dah jadi 30 minit setiap tren. bodoh ke KTM ni... pentingkan diri.. but, dari stesyen shah alam ke KL kekerapan tren 15 minit.. habis, kami di stesyen selepas shah alam nie tak penting ke? tak pergi kerja ke??? KTM sepatutnya fikir secara keseluruhan, membuat kebaikan demi semua org.. but apa yg aku nampak, keburukan semata mata...

dulu, aku boleh naik tren pkl 6.19 pagi.. now, aku kena ambil tren pukul 5.59 pagi.. the first train lak tu.. the next train will be arriving at 6.29 am.. itu pun if tak delay... n i cannot take the risk... if delay, lambat la aku sampai kat office di jalan tun razak... bila lambat, bonus pun effect la... n train 6.29 tu, if naik, mmg tak dapat duduk la.. berdiri la sampai ke KL...

n bile balik pun sama.. train dari KL central pkl 5.36pm.. n yg aku benci... sentiasa penuh sesak.. nak buat cam ne.. yg boleh naik tren ke shah alam sahaja tu pun naik sekali... takde kesedaran sivik langsung... but, for me, semua org nak balik...

Kesalahan mengubah sistem waktu nie amat besar bagi aku... sepatutnya, kekerapan tren 15 minit perlu di lakukan utk semua stesyen... entah la... letih la cam nie.... ketidak adilan oleh KTMB.. make people suffering...

::Public Transport??::

2009-10-05T17:49:00.001-07:00

Public transport (PT)... sebut pasal tu, semua tau.. apa jenis PT yang ada kat malaysia nie.. Dari Bus - rapid KL, LRT Putra, LRT Star, KTM Komuter, KL monorel...

Pengalaman aku naik PT nie banyak yang pahit dari manisnya... tak tau la apa nasib malang aku yg terpaksa naik PT nie.. dan di sini, aku nak share kisah malang aku naik PT nie...

Kisah 1.

Yang nie terjadi pada hari Isnin (5 Oktober 2009).. Aku seperti biasa, bangun pukul 5.30 pagi, dan bersiap2 untuk ke office. Pukul 6.10 pagi, adik aku yang tak cukup tidur tu, bangun untuk hantar aku ke Stesyen Komuter Padang Jawa. Aku sampai di Stesyen Komuter Padang Jawa pada pukul 6.17 pagi. Tren sepatutnya sampai pukul 6.19 pagi. Aku pun beli la tiket di mesin tiket automatik. Harga tiket ke KL Central RM2.90, aku baru masukkan RM1, tetiba, blackout pulak kat stesyen Padang Jawa nie. Habis la duit aku kena telan. Kureng.. pas tu, ada balik elektrik.. aku pun cuba lagi.. nasib baik lepas.. so, oleh kerana black out tu, rupa rupanya, tren komuter pun sangkut la.. tak bergerak dari bawah jambatan padang jawa.. aku pun menunggu dengan sabar... tapi dah tension juga la... dari pukul 6.17 aku tunggu, tren yang sangkut tu, cuma bergerak pada pukul 6.45 pagi.. dan bukan bergerak dengan laju, perlahan.. sampai di stesyen padang jawa, aku pun naik, dan dia berhenti di situ untuk 3-4 minit. Dan akhirnya dia bergerak pada pukul 6.50 pagi...

Aku lagi tension.. aku masuk kerja pukul 8.00, mana nak kejar LRT Putra untuk ke Ampang Park lagi... dan aku tau aku akan lambat hari nie... dan hasilnya, memang aku lambat.. elok la tu.. oleh kerana Komuter, My end year bonus will be effected because of late attendance, which is not my fault at all... Please la.. KTM.. jgn pentingkan keuntungan semata mata.. please at least have a little social responsibility....

Aku cuma pelik, Komuter dah beroperasi selama 14 tahun.. takkan mereka takde back up plan... aku cukup pelik... bukan setakat aku, org lain pun... takde back up plan ke...

Kisah 2 - Jumaat - 18.09.2009

Ha, nie terjadi masa 2 hari sebelum raya. Jumaat - 18.09.2009. Masa nie time balik la.. Ni bencana alam.. tak boleh nak elak.. tetapi, attitude je yang menyebabkan aku panas hati la.. tren dari KL central ke laluan Pelabuhan Klang yang biasa aku naik pukul 5.43 ptg.. tapi ari tu aku termiss la.. terlambat sket.. aku sampai Kl central pkl 5.44 ptg.. takpe la.. next tren is 6.03 ptg.. aku pun menunggu dgn penuh sabar.. pkl 5.50 ptg ada satu tren ke Sentul berhenti di KL central.. dan, dia berhenti di situ sampai pkl 6.30 ptg.. aku pelik... kenapa tak bergerak.. dan aku lagi pelik, kenapa tren aku tak sampai lagi walaupun dah pkl 6.30 ptg.. then 6.30 ptg baru ada pengumuman.. kata, ada masalah teknikal.. tak tau berapa lama boleh selesaikan... Kenapa lepas setengah jam baru bagi tau??? KTM ada akal ke tidak?? tak fikir masalah kami yg menunggu penuh sesak di KL Central..

OK.. so, aku tak boleh nak tunggu... apa aku buat, aku naik ke kaunter, and minta refund la.. sebab aku cadang nak naik bas.. but, aku ni tak pernah naik bas.. tak tau nak ambil kat mana.. so, aku tanya la org KTM kaunter di mana aku minta refund tiket tu, apa mode transport ke Shah Alam.. nak tau apa dia jawab?? " shah alam jauh tu.. naik teksi je la".. dgn nada very very de sarcastic.. aku dah la panas... jawab cam tu je.. aku pun jawab la "KTM nak bayar taxi fare saya ke? awak boleh bayar ke?".. panas gue... tu aku blah.. aku pun approach lagi satu pegawai KTM kat depan pintu masuk, and dia pun bagi tau dengan baik ' akak naik lrt ke pasar seni, bawah tu ada bas ke shah alam'.. kan elok jawapan tu..

aku pun buat la seperti apa yg di kata.. bas no U81 - ke Kompleks PKNS - RM3.00.. melampau... mahal la.. sebab, dari kompleks kena naik bas lagi 1 ke rumah - itu pun bukan rumah aku - rumah mak aku - RM1... at least from KTM padang jawa aku boleh jalan kaki ke rumah aku...

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Tu kisah menyayat hati... banyak lagi sebenayrnye.. KTM Komuter yg selalu delay.. kemudian penuh giler sampai tak boleh masuk.. I do not understand, apa yg boleh menyebabkan KTM Komuter boleh slalu delay.. SELALU SANGAT.... dulu, sebelaum may 2008 - kekerapan tren 15 min setiap 1.. lepas 15 may 2008 sampai la sekarang 20 mins setiap 1.. tu pun kadang2 30-60 minus setiap 1.. KTM Komuter kata nak improve perkhidmatan tren.. but, I DO NOT SEE ANY IMPROVEMENT.. IT GETTING WORST!!!.. n truly speaking.. technician KTM juga yg bagi tau kat semua org.. tak payah la naik komuter.. membazir...

Apa lagi KTM?? bila lagi mau improve kan system anda.. fikir la masalah rakyat... just show a bit social responsibility......

dah la.. aku pun dah sakit hati bila ingat balik...

Raya??? (part 2)

2009-09-18T01:30:00.000-07:00

Salam...

hari ni 18.09.2009... hari jumaat... aku still kerja ari nie.. nak jimat cuti... esok aku akan terbang ke Kota Kinabalu, Sabah - ke kampung suamiku. wah.. first time balik raya ke sana ni... ada rasa itu kecut kecut juga... maklumla... dah lama tak naik belon.. kena naik balik.. benda yg paling aku tak suka... naik belon.. atau naik benda benda yang melampau ketinggiannya... nasib baik office aku tingkat 31 if kat KLCC - office tingkat 80 - mau aku berenti kot... or office kat KL tower... taknak aku... biar la pendek pendek... rumah pun, aku tak nak cari apartment or condo... aku taknak tinggi2... biarla rendah rendah...

lunch time tadi (1/2 jam before lunch) aku gi sogo ngan kakak aku.. mak oii.. ramainye umat manusia shopping last minute... aku nie nak cari baju cun utk balik umah mertua esok.. hehehe... dapat la jumpa 3 pasang... heheheh.....

kay la nak balik... so, selamat hari raya aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin......

Raya???

2009-09-14T16:56:00.000-07:00

Salam,

Sebut pasal hari raya nie, memang seronok. Bukan apa, suka tengok orang ber'shopping' sakan. especially kanak-kanak. Memang seronok bila tengok excitement masing-masing.

Last week aku ke kedai kasut di Shah Alam, nak tukar size kasut mak aku. Salah beli.. masa nak tukar tu, ada la sorang budak nie - dlm umur 7-9 tahun la. tengah pegang kasut yang mak dia nak belikan untuknya. So, sampai dekat cashier tu pun, dia masih pegang kasut tu, macam lah cashier tu nak ambil kasut dia. Aku senyum bukan sebab kelakar, tapi, sebab seronok melihat 'excitement' dia nak beraya.

Raya tahun nie, aku just bershopping ala kadar saje.. (ala kadar???).. agaknye la... baju kurung aku tempah 5 pasang.. hehehe... bukan baju raya je, baju aku nak ke office pun banyak dah lusuh.. so kena la ganti... kuih raya - mula mula memang aku cadang beli sikit sikit saje. Aku pun order ala kadar.. tapi, bila dah dapat semua kuih raya tu, cam banyak je.. compare dengan tahun lepas, kuih tahun nie cam banyak sikit la pulak... hehehe.. ada reasonnya...

Tahun lepas aku single mingle, tahun nie aku dah double bubble... Ye la, dulu beli untuk mak sendiri je, tahun nie kena beli sekali untuk mak mertua... hehehe...

Raya tahun nie, adalah raya yang pertama bagi aku untuk tidak beraya bersama emak aku.. (isk..isk..isk..).. ada la rasa sedih sket... tahun nie aku akan beraya di kampung suami aku... bukan dekat, tapi jauh... nun di KK... suami aku dah excited nak balik.. which is 4 hari lagi... beg beg yang nak di bawa semua dah di keluarkan.. tunggu nak packing je.. insyaAllah, hari nie dah start kena packing dah. sebab taknak tertinggal apa apa, n taknak kelam kabut last minute... KK tu bukan dekat... cam KL Melaka...

So, selepas beberapa thn, aku akan menaiki kapal terbang sekali lagi... dan ini akan berlarutan setiap tahun... aku dah la ada fobia kapal terbang nie... adoi... suami aku gelak je la bila tau aku takut naik kapal terbang.... bukan apa, aku pernah merasa air turbulance yang amat dasyat sekali, sehingga menyebabkan aku amat takut dengan kapal terbang.... (but the air turbulance is not with MAS, its with other airline but diiktiraf di dunia...)...

Ok la, cukup takat nie je.. nanti aku sambung balik.... citer pasal air turbulance tu....

September 14, 2009 - Monday

2009-09-13T17:51:00.000-07:00

Salam..

wah.. lama betul tak blogging nie.. busy giler lately.. banyak kerja kat office, and tgh catching up jadi a good wife oso.. ;p..

Dalam masa beberapa bulan nie, macam macam benda jadi kat Malaysia nie. Isu kuil la, isu ISA la..., i just jadi pembaca dan pendengar saje.. not my level to make any comment on that issue.. but I really hope that, everything will be back to normal...

Sebut pasal normal... hmm.. banyak yang tak normal lately... especially bulan bulan puasa nie... bukan la apa... last week friday, semasa pulang ke rumah dengan KTM komuter ke laluan Pelabuhan Klang, di perhentian Subang, ada la beberapa org perempuan (dalam lingkungan usia 15-18 tahun la) menaiki tren tersebut. Pakaian, jgn cakap la.. sampai I as a woman pun malu nak tengok. I fikir, apa yang mereka nak tunjuk sangat dengan pakaian begitu?.. Muka bebudak tu memang dah lawa lawa, but, pakaian menyebabkan aku betul betul meluat..

Tak pakai tudung tu satu hal, terdedah sana dan sini tu lagi satu hal. So, salah seorang dari mereka duduk di sebelah ku, (kebetulan ada 1 tempat kosong di sebelah ku).. Nak dijadikan cerita, ada sorang makcik duduk di hadapan kami, memulakan perbualan dengan budak tu.

Makcik: "Assalamualaikum?"

Budak: "waalaikum salam"

Makcik: "dari mana dik"

Budak: "Dari window shopping kak.."

Makcik: "window shopping kat mana?"

Budak: "kat Carrefour je"

Makcik: "Seronok ye shopping"

aku: (senyum.. nak gelak pun ada.. bukan apa, dressing punye maut, tapi setakat carrefour je.. hampeh....)

Makcik: "nak balik ke mana nie?"

Budak: "nak ke *******" (tak perlu la aku sebut kat mana)

Makcik: "dik, makcik nak cakap sikit, boleh tak?"

Budak: "ye makcik??"

Makcik: "adik nie cantik, kalau pakai tudung or at least bersopan, lagi nampak cantik"

Budak: "nanti la makcik, seru tak sampai lagi la". (sambil senyum senyum malu)

Makcik: "seru apa dik, malaikat maut, kalau dah sampai seru, lagi haru.."

Budak: "nanti la makcik, saya tak ready lagi.. nanti apa kata kawan2.. malu la makcik..."

Makcik: "tau tak adik, bila mana adik cakap tak ready lagi pakai tudung, maknanya adik tak bersedia jadi org Islam.. if adik mengaku adik Islam, adik kena follow everything yang Islam suruh buat.."

Budak: (diam).

Makcik: "Makcik bukan nak menyibuk hal adik. saja je nak cakap.. benda cam nie, kalau salah cakap, boleh buat kite jauh dari Islam.. terpulang pada adik la.. Makcik nie minta maaf kalau adik tersinggung. kite nie hidup hendaklah ingat mengingati... Makcik bukan apa, sebab adik nie cantik, sayang kalau kecantikan tu di peragakan untuk org yg tak sepatutnya."

Budak: (diam lagi. tapi dah tak tentu arah dah)

Makcik: "Baik la adik.. Makcik turun dulu.." (stesyen dia dah sampai da)

So, di sini, aku nak tanya, apa sebenarnye yg mereka nak tunjukkan kepada semua?? Nak tunjukkan, yang mereka nie dah balik ke zaman jahilliyah?? Sia sia je Nabi Muhammad dan pengikut pengikutnya berkorban dahulu sekiranya kite kembali ke zaman tersebut.. Fikir lah wahai bebudak semua..

Aku respect sama makcik tu berani menasihati budak tersebut. Aku bukan tak berani, cuma takde keyakinan diri untuk "sound" budak tu..

nak cerita al kisah aku 'sound' org kat public place.. hehehe...

Nak jadikan cerita, aku nie selalu naik train yang paling awal... pukul 6 pagi. so, subuh aku di surau KL Central la. so, masa aku masuk surau tu, ada la sorang makcik, tgh berbaring, dan sekumpulan student - ada la dalam 5 org... Berbual rancak, gelak gelak... dalam surau.. tu kata.. pakai tudung, tapi perangai cam yahudi.. gelak gelak dalam tempat ibadat.. aku sabar je la.. aku pun ambil la wuduk, dan angkat takbir.. baru nak sebut "Allahu Akbar", depa bantai gelak besar... apa yang kelakar tu pun tak tau la... aku pun pusing dan tanya, "dik, McD tutup ke ari nie?" depa jawab "buka la kak".. aku pun bantai la depa "dah tau mcD buka, pergi la situ untuk gelak besar, ini surau, tpt org solat.. bising kat sini bakpe!!" suara aku tinggi gak la masa tu.. bukan apa, depa nie nampak aku dah berdiri ngan telekung tu, respect la sikit.. nama je belajar kat universiti islam, perangai cam yahudi... langsung bebudak tu terdiam.... but, still bercakap pas tu, tapi perlahan la.. mesti depa bengang giler kat aku.. aku pun lagi bengang kat depa...

dah la, cukup la aku membebel buat saat nie.. ada apa apa yg best nanti aku citer kang...

Interest rates news focus

2009-04-28T21:35:00.000-07:00

KUALA LUMPUR: Interest rates news is likely to be the focus this Wednesday in Malaysia as well as the US, where several indicators showed further evidence that the economy may well be in recovery mode.

This is despite US regulators saying that Bank of America and Citigroup may still need capital.

HwangDBS Vickers Research Sdn Bhd said in a report that there was “a divided consensus view” on whether Bank Negara would cut or keep the country’s key interest rate - the overnight policy rate - at 2.0%.

It added that the US Federal Open Market Committee was likely to stand pat on the key federal funds rate, which already stood at near zero.

On the local bourse, it said the KLCI might attempt to recover to 970 and beyond but “any technical rebound is not expected to sustain.”

Meanwhile, the KLCI fell 8.60 points to 957.10 at 9.30am.

Singapore’s Straits Times Index was 0.67% higher at 1,820.59 while Shanghai’s A share index was unchanged.

Taipei’s Taiex Index was up 0.58% to 5,629.20 and Seoul’s Kospi Index rose 0.96% to 1,312.74.

At Bursa Malaysia, 56 counters were up, 153 were down and 84 others were traded unchanged. There were 157.68 million shares done at a total value of RM107.47 million.

Among plantation counters, KL Kepong fell 20 sen to RM11.20, Sime dropped 15 sen to RM6.30, Asiatic lost 12 sen to RM4.76 and Kulim was 10 sen lower at RM5.40.

Adventa was up 3 sen to RM1.03, Top Glove dropped 10 sen to RM5.90 and TNB lost 10 sen to RM7.05.

Construction stocks IJM fell 12 sen to RM4.60 while MRCB gained 3 sen to RM1.06.

Nymex crude oil in electronic trade was down 42 cents to US$49.50 per barrel.

Spot gold fell US$2.40 to US$891.97 per ounce.

The ringgit was quoted at 3.608 to the US dollar.

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Source: The Star Online

Swine flu could mean new threat to US and global economy

2009-04-27T17:28:00.000-07:00

WASHINGTON: The U.S. economy, which was showing tentative early signs of a recovery, faces a potentially grave new threat: swine flu.

A widespread outbreak could batter the tourism, food and transportation industries in particular, deepening the recession in the U.S. and possibly worldwide.

With the U.S. and the global economy already fragile, another severe blow could reverse any progress made in easing the recession.

The European Union advised against nonessential travel to the United States and Mexico.

And worried Wall Street investors pounded stocks of airline companies, hotels, cruise operators and some food firms on fears that the flu would crimp consumer demand.

But at least three major airlines said their operations are proceeding normally and have not canceled any flights to Mexico.

Brian Bethune, economist at IHS Global Insight, said, "You can argue that the swine flu amplifies the downside risks to the economy."

The U.S. economy could end up shrinking a bit more than now expected.

But most experts don't think a swine-flu outbreak by itself would eliminate many U.S. jobs or severely worsen the economy.

Simon Johnson, former chief economist to the International Monetary Fund and a professor at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology's Sloan School of Management, envisions only a "small hit" to economic activity in the United States - just a few tenths of 1 percentage point.

But if the problem persists for months, spreads broadly and leads to widespread flu cases, or even deaths, in the United States, the damage could be more severe.

It could delay an economic recovery well into 2010, said Mark Zandi, chief economist at Moody's Economy.com.

"Consumer confidence is already frayed, and something like that would push it over the edge," Zandi said.

Sherry Cooper, chief economist at BMO Capital Markets & BMO Nesbitt Burns, said: "The last thing we need is additional reason to cut spending, eliminate travel and introduce trade restrictions."

In a worst-case scenario, Bethune says the U.S. economy would contact by an extra 0.3 percent this year, on top of his prediction of a 3.5 percent drop.

That amounts to a roughly $50 billion loss of economic activity, he said.

The IMF already has predicted the U.S. economy will shrink 2.8 percent this year.

Both Bethune's and the IMF's estimates would mark the worst showing since an 11 percent plunge in 1946.

One big fear is that spooked consumers will cut back spending on travel, restaurant meals and trips to shopping malls.

Even so, the impact on the U.S. unemployment rate, which is expected to hit 10 percent by year's end, is likely to be small.

Bethune said a serious swine flu outbreak might end up raising the jobless rate a few tenths of a percentage point.

The unemployment rate is now at a quarter-century high of 8.5 percent.

Companies have laid off so many workers in the recession that they are already lean, analysts said.

Why do analysts expect only limited economic damage?

The world is now better prepared to deal with health crises, given the experience of SARS (severe acute respiratory syndrome) in 2003 and then the threat of the bird flu, Johnson and other economists said.

Vaccines can be rolled out fairly quickly. And many big companies now have contingency plans to keep essential operations going if employees can't make it to work.

"On the one hand, it's a terrible and traumatic thing - a flu pandemic," Johnson said.

"On the other hand, it almost certainly will not have a significant effect."

White House spokesman Robert Gibbs said it's a "little too early to determine the economic impact" but that the Treasury Department and agencies are "monitoring the situation and looking into it."

The swine flu outbreak started in Mexico and has spread to the United States and elsewhere.

The European Union advised against nonessential travel to the United States and Mexico.

But Dr. Richard Besser, acting head of the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention in Atlanta, called that unwarranted.

"At this point, I would not put a travel restriction or recommendation against coming to the United States," he said.

China, Taiwan and Russia, meanwhile, considered quarantines, and several Asian countries scrutinized visitors arriving at airports.

President Barack Obama said the threat of spreading swine flu infections is cause for concern but "not a cause for alarm."

Still, investors sold off stocks of companies involved in the travel and some food industries on fears the swine flu would crimp demand.

Starwood Hotels and Resorts Worldwide Inc. fell nearly 11 percent, Cruise operator Carnival Corp. 13.5 percent and Delta Air Lines Inc. 14.3 percent.

Some airline passengers have changed or canceled their plans to fly to Mexico.

"The loads are a little bit less than they normally would be for this time of day, but we are not seeing mass bookings away," said Michelle Mohr, a spokeswoman for US Airways.

American Airlines spokesman Tim Smith said his carrier has not seen large numbers of requests for travel changes, though there have been some.

Delta spokesman Anthony Black said: "We have seen minimal changes to customer bookings."

The airlines said their flights are operating as usual, with their normal slate of trips to Mexico.

Online travel agencies Orbitz Worldwide Inc. and Expedia Inc. are both waiving fees to change or cancel reservations for trips to Mexico. Priceline.com Inc. said it is matching the policies of its suppliers.

"If the supplier is waiving our fee, we're waiving our fee," said Priceline travel expert Brian Ek.

"It will depend on which carrier you're using."

The chief executive of The Cruise Outlet said his travel agency, which focuses on cruises, hasn't seen a rise in cancellations or calls from concerned passengers.

Neither Carnival nor Royal Caribbean said it plans to change its itineraries.

The flu could hurt the $5 billion export market for U.S. pork. China, Russia and Ukraine banned imports of pork and pork products from Mexico and three U.S. states that have reported cases of swine flu, and other governments were increasing screening of pork imports.

Shares of Smithfield Foods Inc., the nation's largest hog producer and pork processor, fell more than 12 percent.

Even though it's safe to eat pork (swine flu viruses don't spread through food), analysts still fear that consumers could shy away from eating pork and shift to other meats like chicken or beef.

"Though there is no evidence that swine flu can be obtained by eating pork, the fear generated by a disease named after hogs cannot be good for pork consumption," said JPMorgan analyst Ken Goldman.

Grocers have begun to face questions from concerned shoppers about any dangers of eating pork, Goldman said.

The industry-funded National Pork Producers Council launched a public relations effort to reassure consumers, saying the flu has not been detected in any U.S. swine herds.

The group said cooking pork would kill any traces of the virus and the sickness is spread only from human-to-human contact.

Tyson Foods Inc., the nation' second-biggest pork producer, was somewhat shielded from a drop in pork demand because the company also sells beef and chicken products and could benefit from an increase in demand for them. - AP

Government goes easy on financial sector

2009-04-27T17:19:00.000-07:00

THE STAR ONLINE

Foreign ownership to rise from 49 to 70 percent equity
Zeti: Changes to local financial sector a gradual process

PUTRAJAYA: The Government will issue up to nine new banking and insurance licences until 2011 and allow foreigners to own up to 70% equity in the country’s Islamic banks, investment banks and insurance companies.

Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak said the liberalisation package, comprising six thrusts, was aimed at enhancing Malaysia’s linkages with international economies.

“It will also bring about greater confidence into the economy and promote better economic regional integration,” Najib said when announcing the steps at his office yesterday.

Najib, also the Finance Minister, said there would be flexibility in allowing for an increase in foreign equity ownership limits of investment banks, Islamic banks, insurance companies and takaful operators from 49% to 70%.

“Such alliances will strengthen business potential and enhance growth prospects of financial institutions through the international expertise and global networks of foreign shareholders,” he said.

However, the foreign equity limit for commercial banks would remain at the current 30%, said Najib.

He said new licences for seven banks and two family takaful players would also be issued.

Under this, a maximum of two new Islamic banking licences would be issued to foreign players to establish banks with paid-up capital of at least US$1bil (RM3.62bil).

Also, two new commercial banking licences for foreign players that would bring in specialised expertise would also be issued.

These four licences would be issued this year, together with the two new family takaful licences.

In 2011, up to three new commercial banking licences would be issued to world-class banks.

The Government, Najib added, would offer operational flexibility to foreign institutions to increase the number of branches, while locally incorporated foreign commercial banks could establish four new full-fledged branches from 2010, and 10 micro-finance branches starting this year.

Effective June 1, holding companies in Labuan, incorporated under the Offshore Companies Act 1990, would be given flexibility to establish an operational and management office in Kuala Lumpur.

Najib said that offshore banking institutions and insurance companies licensed by the Labuan Offshore Financial Services Authority (Lofsa), which met the predetermined criteria, could be allowed to have a physical presence onshore from 2010 and 2011 respectively.

“Greater flexibility will also be accorded for employment of expatriates in specialist areas able to contribute to the development of the financial sector,” he said.

Najib said that over the last three years, the finance and insurance sector had expanded by 8.8% per annum, outpacing the growth in real gross domestic product of about 6%.

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Tuesday April 28, 2009
By MAZWIN NIK ANIS

Malaysia - TheStar - Still some momentum ahead

2009-04-26T19:46:00.000-07:00

Monday July 2, 2007
By ONG CHEE TING

The Government may be considering measures to encourage more property ownership for the mass market after the earlier initiatives to spur activities in the medium to high-end segment.
SINCE the relaxation of residential ownership rules for foreigners and the real property gains tax (RPGT) waiver, high-end residential properties in Malaysia have attracted a fair amount of interest from abroad.

The changes initiated by the Government, which were targeted at stimulating property activities in the medium- to high-end segment, have thus far mainly benefited the high-end segment of the market.

In the last six months, we have seen greater interest from foreign buyers (as well as local buyers) looking to get into the Malaysian residential property market, which is relatively cheaper vis-à-vis global prices. The RPGT waiver was therefore timely in speeding up acquisitions in Kuala Lumpur.

With the anticipated 4.3% appreciation of the ringgit against the US dollar to RM3.30 (from RM3.45 currently) by year end and eventually RM3.10 by end-2008, the investment proposition in Malaysian assets has an added sweetener.

Developers with ongoing developments were seen raising selling prices by 5% to 100% year-on-year from their launch prices. Just last year, eyebrows were raised when high-end properties around the Kuala Lumpur City Centre (KLCC) were going for RM1,000 per sq ft (psf). Today, the upcoming Four Seasons is said to fetch RM2,000 psf.

We expect the pricing gap between mass market and high-end residences in Malaysia to continue to widen in line with the regional phenomenon, as petrodollars and stock market wealth continue to have spill-over effects on property demand in Malaysia as prices remain cheap vis-à-vis regional peers.

With the recent spike in property prices, we are also experiencing a spike in land prices around the KLCC vicinity. We understand that a piece of land along Jalan Kia Peng, where the present Hakka Restaurant is located, was sold via tender for over RM1,300 psf in 2Q07 – a record price.
This was more than 30% above Glomac’s recent purchase of 1.3 acres of freehold commercial land at RM1,000psf (at the junction of Jalan P. Ramlee and Jalan Pinang) in 4Q06.

We believe the current high-end residential prices are sustainable and may continue to set new records as long as the political and economic climates of Malaysia and the world remain favourable, and Malaysia remains business friendly.
Unlike typical residential investments which require investment returns (in the form of rental), the high-end residential game plan differs with the surplus liquidity in the world. Buyers of these properties have varying reasons for such purchases – speculation, prestige, address, excess cash, and status, to name a few. We understand that high-end residences in Dubai are a classic example, whereby rental returns are almost non-existent, despite soaring prices of over US$1,000 psf.

More incentives to come

Following the initiatives benefiting high-end residences, we believe the Government is also looking at options to encourage more property ownership for the mass market. Among the speculated measures that the Government is considering are:

• Restructuring of EPF depositors’ acco-unts to allow for more withdrawals. We understand that there may be plans to restructure the monthly contribution to Accounts I and II from 70%:30% presently to about 50%:50%; and/or to allow simultaneous withdrawals from Account II for purchases of second houses without the need to sell the first house funded by EPF savings.

• A potential temporary waiver or reduction of stamp duty tax, as was the case in 2003, where for a period of one year starting from June 1, 2003, purchases of houses priced at RM180,000 and below from the developers were eligible for stamp duty exemptions, and the secondary market was exempted from RPGT.

• Further relaxation of property ownership. There are talks that the Government may consider extending the relaxation of rules to commercial properties, to encourage more direct investments. However, we note that foreign ownership remains a delicate issue in the country. And without a comprehensive restructuring plan to liberalise the economy in place, any long-term benefits of such a measure remain opaque.

• Fine-tuning the Malaysia My Second Home Programme. The present Malaysia My Second Home programme has had mixed results, with some suggesting that it is drawing the wrong group of people into the country. The Government is mindful of the present outcome, and we understand regulations may be fine-tuned to attract the “right” group of people to stay in Malaysia.

• While this initiative is unlikely to have a significant impact on the property market in the short term, it will nonetheless draw more foreign investments into the country over the longer run and benefit retail spending, tourism and the healthcare industry in the country.

• Non-competitive REIT structure. One of the common complaints we gathered from local and foreign investors in our past roadshows, is a lack of tax incentives for real estate investment trusts (REITs) in Malaysia. Despite Malaysia’s introduction of a lower 15% withholding tax (WHT) for individuals (previously at individuals’ prevailing tax rates) and 20% WHT for institutional investors (previously at the corporate tax rate of 28%) in last year’s budget, Malaysia’s attractiveness as a REIT investment destination still lags behind its peers in the region.

Further REIT tax incentives to revive interest

The current withholding tax structure for Malaysian REITs is generally seen to be hampering REITs’ price performance, and an obstacle in attracting new equity issuances among existing players.

The existing structure is also discouraging others from joining the bandwagon, as potential players are enticed by better valuations in other regional markets.
We believe the Government is aware of the need to provide more incentives to make our REITs more competitive and on par with the regional peers.
We remain overweight on the property sector, as it is set to gain further boost ahead of the upcoming general election.

Among property sector players, we like Sunrise and YNH Property for exposure to high-end developments, Mah Sing for its unique business model, SP Setia and WCT Land for their exposure to the mass market, and Sunway City for both property development and asset reflation play.

Among REITs, we prefer exposure to commercial related REITs.

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(Source: The Star Online, 2007)

New SC measures to boost REITs industry

2009-04-23T17:21:00.000-07:00

The SC in its revised REITS guidelines which came into effect on 21 August 2008, has just announce some of the following measures to enhance the attractiveness of Bursa Malaysia as a destination for REIT listings and promote a vibrant and competitive REIT industry domestically and regionally:

•REIT would now be able to acquire property under construction or uncompleted real estate. However, a REIT is only allowed to acquire property under construction or uncompleted real estates up to 10% of their total asset value.

•REITs still cannot acquire non-income generating real estates such as vacant land.

•More freedom for REIT managers to invest in foreign real estate

•Allowing a portion of a REIT’s portfolio to consist of properties it does not wholly own or have majority ownership.

•REIT managers had to appoint a designated person responsible for compliance. This is to ensure that securities laws, land laws and guidelines and rules are complied with at all times.

•On the issue of units for cash (other than rights issue), the number of units to be issued must not exceed 20% of the approved fund size while the placement to one single placee must not exceed 10% of the approved fund size.

•Foreigners can now own up to 70% of the real estate investment trusts (REIT) management companies, up from 49% since 2005.

According to experts, benefits/effects accruing from the above are:

•REITS are able to acquire partially completed building REIT could now participate in the construction too. A REIT will then be able to buy assets at a lower price and if there is a contracted tenant, as a result the REIT can obtain higher yield.

•There are some clear move that that SC’s is moving toward enhancing corporate governance among REITs, including the setting up of internal auditors and the harmonising of the rules for REITs was good.

•The SC’s conditions for issuance of units for cash other than rights issues-this could hinder the capital raising exercises of smaller REITs whose fund size is less than RM100mil. However, this ruling would not have an effect on the larger players.

•REIT managers would have more freedom to invest in foreign real estates.

•It also allowed a portion of a REIT’s portfolio to consist of real estates that it does not wholly own or have a majority ownership.

•REIT Managers are now able to raise funds faster for acquisitions or capital expenditure purposes.

•REIT Managers are now allow to seek a general mandate from unit holders for issuance of units up to 20% of its fund size. Previously, the issuance of any number of new units required REIT Managers to hold meetings to seek unit holders’ specific approval.
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Source: http://reits.a-z-finance.net/

Updates On Witholding Tax Rate On Malaysian REITs

2009-04-23T17:19:00.000-07:00

Malaysian reits have been disadvantaged by the following existing unfavorable witholding tax rate:

•foreign institutional investors especially pension funds and collective investment funds receiving income fro REITs listed in Bursa Malaysia are currently subject to a final witholding tax rate of 20% for 5 years; and

•non-corporate investors including resident and non-resident individuals as well as other local entities receiving income from REITs listed in Bursa Malaysia are currently subject to a final witholding tax of 15% for 5 years

Good news are in, as the Budget 2009 has allows the final witholding tax rate imposed on foreign institutional as well as non-corporate investors including individual residents and non-residents reduce to 10% . This is effective from 1.1.2009 until 31.12.2011

Malaysian Reits

2009-04-22T20:47:00.000-07:00

Investors are spoilt for choice in their search for yield as many shares and most of the real estate investment trusts (REITs) in Malaysia offer dividend yields in the high single digit to low teens. Like their counterparts in the developed markets, however, they are also scared and uncertain if both the yield and capital value of REITs will hold.

A sell-down in REITs last year that intensified in December has pushed their unit prices lower and, therefore, lifted their yields. Axis REIT, for instance, fell from a 52-week high of RM2.00 and from RM1.20 in late November to RM1.00 less than two weeks later. It has since recovered to around the RM1.20 level.

Such price fluctuations may be the norm in these volatile markets but retail, and even institutional investors, did not expect prices for REITs to swing like that. Typically, REITs have tenancies leased for a number of years in contrast with trading businesses in which revenue varies from day to day or contract to contract.

REITs, of course, face the property market risk of tenants moving out and in the global credit crunch, the risk in rolling over their loans. Prices of REITs also fell in the general sell-off of securities by investors going into cash.

As a result, Axis REIT was carrying a historical yield of about 13% for 2008, annualising its nine-month income distribution.

REITs in Singapore and Hong Kong showed similar, or even higher, historical yields as their unit prices fell further, reflecting the greater risks in the property markets there.

Starhill Global REIT, the former Macquarie Pacific REIT, listed in Singapore, shows a historical yield of 13.6% with its units traded at 52 cents. That is still much lower than the 82 cents a unit that YTL Corp Bhd paid for a 26% stake in the REIT. Furthermore, the REIT now has the support of the very large YTL group.

On Dec 23, Starhill told the Singapore Exchange it is consulting its legal advisers to assess Future Revolution’s and Futuregement’s ability to meet their obligations to the REIT’s properties in Japan.

Future Revolution and related entities directly occupy 33% of the space in Starhill’s Japanese properties. The bulk of Starhill’s properties are, however, in Singapore.

Fortune REIT, with retail properties in Hong Kong but listed in Singapore, was yielding as high as 18% for 2008, one of the highest in the sector. The REIT is sponsored by Cheung Kong (Holdings) Ltd, the flagship company of Li Ka-shing. Interestingly, a report by Macquarie Research forecasts Fortune REIT’s high yield will be sustained this year.

A yield of even 10% is very high for any asset class and if the Malaysian REITs can sustain their current yields, this is a rich field for investors in search of income.

High yields prevent expansion

The window of expansion for real estate investment trusts (REITs) has closed for the time being as their high yields preclude the possibility of any yield-enhancing acquisitions.

When the stock market was buoyant last year, prices for the units of REITs were higher and their yields were thus lower, at around 7% and even as low as 3%.

With that, it was possible for REITs to purchase properties that yield 8% to 9% and that would increase the yield of the trust.

With current yields of about 10% in the REITs, any purchases of properties with yields below that would reduce the trust’s yield.

It appears that even where the REIT promoter thinks it will be fruitful to purchase a property with a yield lower than the trust’s, shareholders may reject it.

That happened at Atrium REIT which proposed to purchase an industrial property for RM17.8mil cash from a related party. This is not unusual because sponsors provides a pipeline of properties for many of their REITs.

However, as the property offered a yield of 8.75%, lower than Atrium’s own yield that was then about 10%, minority unitholders rejected the purchase resolution at an EGM in November.

The financing window for REITs is also, for the moment, closed. REITs need to issue new units to raise capital now and then so as to raise their borrowing capacity and to repay loans.

REITs are regulated to maintain borrowings below 50% of their total assets but they do not retain the cashflow to repay their loans. They normally pay out 90% of their income so as to qualify for tax exemption, which leaves very little for loan repayment. Some REITs have a policy of distributing 99% of their income.

With the units of some the REITs trading below their par value and a lack of institutional interest, REITs will have to wait for markets to improve before they can substantially expand their asset size.

Fundamental flaws in trusts

Real estate investment trusts (REITs) are pitched to retail investors, including moms and pops and retirees, that they are a handy alternative to owning a house or condomium for rental income.

In a REIT, maintenance and tenancies for the properties are handled by a manager whereas an individual, buying a house to rent out, has to look for a tenant, ensure rents are paid and done so on time, and he has to take care of repairs and maintenance himself. REITs are, therefore, appealing to busy investors and retirees who do not want the drudgery of that work.

The price performance of REITs last year, however, show it does not mirror that of real properties. While a house of RM500,000 has held up its value so far, the value of REITs would easily has lost 50% in the last 12 months.

The first difference is that REITs are listed in stock markets and, like all listed securities, are subject to a sell-down whenever there is fear.

Secondly, REITs in most markets finance their property purchases with short-term loans. This exposes them to risks of banks willing to refinance and higher interest rates. This is an aspect not considered by many retail investors even if the facts were made known by the REITs in their prospectuses.

Would they buy a house with a loan repayable in five years or less? Probably not, but that’s the characteristic of a REIT. In some cases, a REIT may have its borrowings due within the year.

The reason for a preference for short-term debt could be that interest costs are lower than long-term debt, which boosts the bottomline. If REIT prices move up, they can issue more units to pare down debts, or make more purchases.

Last year, investors in Singapore heaved a sigh of relief that CapitaCommercial Trust, a REIT managed by the CapitaLand Ltd group, obtained a three-year loan of S$580mil at a very favourable rate of about 4% a year to refinance a loan coming due in March. Earlier, there were concerns that banks might charge 7% or 8% which would knock off a lot of its income.

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Source:

http://www.malaysianpropertypartners.com/

Introduction to Real Estate Investment Trust (REITs)

2009-04-22T20:33:00.000-07:00

Since lots of people not sure what is REITS, I would like to share what is actually it is..
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What is a REIT?

A real estate investment trust, or REIT, is a company that owns, and in most cases, operates income-producing real estate. Some REITs also engage in financing real estate. The shares of many REITs are traded on major stock exchanges. (In Malaysia - Bursa Malaysia). As pass-through entities, whose main function is to pass profits on to investors, a REIT's business activities are generally restricted to generation of property rental income. Another major advantage of REIT investment is its liquidity (ease of liquidation of assets into cash), as compared to traditional private real estate ownership which are not very easy to liquidate. One reason for the liquid nature of REIT investments is that its shares are primarily traded on major exchanges, making it easier to buy and sell REIT assets/shares than to buy and sell properties in private markets.

REITs are classified in the following categories:
• Equity REITs own and operate income-producing real estate.
• Mortgage REITs lend money directly to real estate owners and their operators, or
indirectly through acquisition of loans or mortgage-backed securities.
• Hybrid REITs are companies that both own properties and make loans to owners and
operators.

To qualify as a REIT, a company must have most of its assets and income tied to real estate investment and must distribute at least 90 percent of its taxable income to shareholders annually in the form of dividends. A company that qualifies as a REIT is permitted to deduct dividends paid to its shareholders from its corporate taxable income. As a result, most REITs historically remit at least 100 percent of their taxable income to their shareholders and therefore owe no corporate tax. Taxes are paid by shareholders on the dividends received and any capital gains. Most states honor this federal treatment and also do not require REITs to pay state income tax. Like other businesses, but unlike partnerships, a REIT cannot pass any tax losses through to its investors.

10 WASIAT IMAM HASSAN AL-BANNA

2009-04-22T20:15:00.000-07:00

10 WASIAT IMAM HASSAN AL-BANNA

1. APABILA MENDENGAR AZAN MAKA BANGUNLAH BERSOLAT SERTA MERTA WALAU APA JUA KEADAAN SEKALIPUN.

2. BACALAH AL-QURAN ATAU TATAPILAH ILMU ATAU PERGILAH MENDENGAR PERKARA YANG BAIK ATAU BERZIKIR.JANGAN SAMA SEKALI MEMBUANG MASA DALAM PERKARA YANG SIA-SIA.

3. BERUSAHALAH SEDAYA UPAYA BERTUTUR DALAM BAHASA ARAB FUSHAH KERANA IANYA SALAH SATU SYIAR ISLAM.

4. JANGANLAH BANYAK BERDEBAT DALAM APA PERKARA SEKALIPUN KERANA PERTENGKARAN KOSONG TIDAK MENDATANGKAN SEBARANG KEBAIKAN.

5. JANGANLAH BERGURAU KERANA UMAT YANG BERJIHAD SENTIASA BERSUNGGUH- SUNGGUH DAN SERIUS DALAM SETIAP PERKARA.

6. JANGAN BANYAK KETAWA KERANA HATI YANG SENTIASA BERHUBUNG DENGAN ALLAH ADALAH SENTIASA TENANG LAGI TENTERAM.

7. JANGANLAH BERCAKAP LEBIH NYARING DARIPADA YANG DIKEHENDAKI OLEH PENDENGAR KERANA IA MENJEMUKAN DAN BOLEH MENYAKITI PENDENGARAN

8. JAUHI DARIPADA MENGUMPAT PERIBADI ORANG, MENGECAM PERTUBUHAN- PERTUBUHAN DAN JANGAN BERCAKAP MELAINKAN PERKARA YANG MENDATANGKAN KEBAIKAN.

9. BERKENALANLAH DENGAN SETIAP RAKAN YANG DITEMUI SEKALIPUN TIDAK DIMINTA BERBUAT DEMIKIAN KERANA ASAS DAKWAH IALAH BERKASIH SAYANG DAN BERKENALAN.

10. KEWAJIPAN LEBIH BANYAK DARI WAKTU, OLEH ITU BANTULAH RAKAN UNTUK MEMANFAATKAN WAKTU DAN JIKA BERURUSAN MAKA SINGKATKANLAH MASA PERLAKSANAANNYA.

SAND AND STONE

2009-04-21T20:59:00.000-07:00

Sand and Stone

TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING
THROUGH THE DESERT.
DURING SOME POINT OF THE
JOURNEY,
THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT;
AND ONE FRIEND
SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE
IN THE FACE.

THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED
WAS HURT,
BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING,
WROTE IN THE SAND:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.

THEY KEPT ON WALKING,
UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS,
WHERE THEY DECIDED
TO TAKE A BATH

THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN
SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE !
AND STARTED DROWNING,
BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.

AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM
THE NEAR DROWNING,
HE WROTE ON A STONE:

'TO DAY MY BEST FRIEND
SAVED MY LIFE '.

THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED
AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND
ASKED HIM,
'AFTER I HURT YOU,
YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW,
YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?'

THE FRIEND REPLIED
'WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US
WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN
IN SAND,
WHERE WINDS OF
FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY.
BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES
SOMETHING GOOD FOR US,
WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE
WHERE NO WIND
CAN EVER ERASE IT.'

LEARN TO WRITE
YOUR HURTS IN
THE SAND AND TO
CARVE YOUR
BLESSINGS IN STONE.

THEY SAY IT TAKES A
MINUTE TO FIND A SPECIAL PERSON,
AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM,
A DAY TO LOVE THEM,
BUT THEN
AN ENTIRE LIFE
TO FORGET THEM.

Panduan Mengkhusyukkan Sembahyang

2009-04-20T20:00:00.000-07:00

** - Panduan Mengkhusyukkan Sembahyang - **

1. Memakai pakaian yang bersih dan suci lagi kemas serta bau-bauan yang diharuskan dan sentiasa sembahyang di awal waktu kecuali jika ada sesuatu majlis atau keuzuran.

2. Tidak memandang ke kiri atau ke kanan sebaliknya terus memandang ke tempat sujud.

3. Menyemaikan di dalam hati perasaan takut dan rendah diri terhadap Allah yang Maha Melihat setiap gerak-geri kita.

4. Menumpukkan pandangan ke tempat sujud dan tidak banyak menggerakkan anggota badan dalam sembahyang.

5. Membanyakkan sedekah terutamanya kepada golongan fakir miskin.

6. Memastikan tidak ada gangguan di dalam kawasan atau persekitaran sembahyang.

7. Cuba memahami segala isi bacaan dalam sembahyang termasuk ayat Al Quran, zikir dan tasbih.

8. Mengambil wuduk dengan sempurna supaya air merata pada semua bahagian anggota yang wajib dan membaca doa apabila air melalui di tiap-tiap anggota tersebut.

9. Membaca surah An-Nas, selawat ke atas Rasulullah SAW, istighfar dan apa-apa bacaan untuk menjauhkan gangguan syaitan sebelum takbir.

10. Tidak menahan diri dari membuang air kecil atau air besar sebelum sembahyang sebaliknya hendaklah ditunaikan hajat itu.

11. Menjaga makan dan minum dan memastikan sumbernya dari yang bersih lagi halal serta menjauhi makanan yang haram dan syubahat.

12. Memastikan di bahagian hadapan tempat sujud tidak ada gambar yang boleh menarik pandangan yang menyebabkan fikiran dan hati terganggu.

13. Banyak mengingati mati dan menganggap sembahyang yang dilakukan itu adalah sembahyang yang terakhir dalam hidupnya.

14. Menyedari hakikat yang ianya sedang berhadapan dengan Allah yang Maha Agung dan Maha Mengetahui akan segala rahsia hambanya.

15. Memusatkan seluruh ingatan dan tumpuan pada sembahyang serta melambatkan bacaan tasbih.

What happened to this man on his way to masjid?

2009-04-19T19:07:00.000-07:00

A man woke up early in order to pray the Fajr prayer in the masjid. He got dressed, made his ablution and was on his way to the masjid.

On his way to the masjid, the man fell and his clothes got dirty. He got up, brushed himself off, and headed home. At home, he changed his clothes, made his ablution, and was, again, on his way to the masjid.

On his way to the masjid, he fell again and at the same spot! He, again, got up, brushed himself off and headed home. At home he, once again, changed his clothes, made his ablution and was on his way to the masjid.

On his way to the masjid, he met a man holding a lamp. He asked the man of his identity and the man replied 'I saw you fall twice on your way to the masjid, so I brought a lamp so I can light your way.' The first man thanked him profusively and the two where on their way to the masjid.

Once at the masjid, the first man asked the man with the lamp to come in and pray Fajr with him. The second man refused. The first man asked him a couple more times and, again, the answer was the same. The first man asked him why he did not wish to come in and pray. The man replied 'I am Satan.'

The man was shocked at this reply. Satan went on to explain, 'I saw you on your way to the masjid and it was I who made you fall.

When you went home, cleaned yourself and we nt back on your way to the masjid, Allah forgave all of your sins. I made you fall a second time, and even that did not encourage you to stay home, but rather, you went back on your way to the masjid.

Because of that, Allah forgave all the sins of the people of your household . I was afraid if i made you fall one more time, then Allah will forgive the sins of the people of your village , so i made sure that you reached the masjid safely.'

So do not let Satan benefit from his actions.Do not put off a good that you intended to do as you never know how much reward you might recieve from the hardships you encounter while trying to achieve that good.

Hati umat Islam berkarat jika meninggalkan zikir

2009-04-16T19:53:00.000-07:00

Jiwa orang selalu ingat Allah sentiasa bening, tenang walaupun banyak masalah hidup

ORANG dalam hatinya terpancar keimanan kukuh, akan selalu giat berusaha sepanjang langkah usianya untuk bertaqarub kepada Allah kerana didorong rasa cinta mendalam terhadap-Nya. Kasih sayang dan kecintaan kepada Allah menjadikan seseorang itu sentiasa rindu pada-Nya.

Ibarat seorang anak muda sedang mabuk asmara, selalu terkenang-kenang si buah hatinya. Orang yang beriman, ingatannya tetap bergetar tulus kepada-Nya tanpa mengira waktu dan tempat. Bagi mukmin sejati, zikir dan hati adalah satu nyawa, tidak boleh dipisahkan.

Ia ditegaskan Ibn Taimiyah: "Zikir bagi hati adalah umpama air bagi ikan, bagaimana keadaan ikan apabila berpisah daripada air?"

Inilah gambaran orang beriman, yakin percaya kepada Allah dan menginsafi diri tidak lebih sebagai seorang hamba sangat lemah yang selama ini menerima nikmat Allah tidak terhitung banyaknya.

Hal ini menepati firman Allah yang bermaksud: "Wahai orang beriman, (untuk bersyukur kepada Allah) ingatlah serta sebutlah nama Allah dengan ingatan serta sebutan yang sebanyak-banyaknya; dan bertasbihlah kamu kepada-Nya pada waktu pagi dan petang." (Surah al-Ahzab, ayat 41-42)

Kebanyakan masyarakat faham zikir hanya kata-kata yang dilafazkan saban kali habis menunaikan solat fardu, solat sunat atau membisik doa ketika ingin makan, memulakan sesuatu kerja yang baik, terjaga dan tidur serta bersin.

Padahal hakikat zikir kepada Allah sebenarnya tidak tertentu kepada zikir lisan semata-mata seperti mana ditegaskan Al-Imam An-Nawawi, bahawa zikir tidak terbatas kepada tasbih, tahlil, takbir dan lain-lain zikir lisan, mereka yang bekerja kerana Allah juga orang yang berzikir kepada Allah.

Pendapat beliau disokong Basri Ibrahim Al-Azhari dalam bukunya Salah Faham Terhadap Konsep Ibadah, Ilmu dan Zikir, bahawa setiap orang yang taat kepada Allah, mengikut segala diperintahkan dan meninggalkan dilarang oleh-Nya dikira sebagai orang yang berzikir.

Zikir terbahagi kepada tiga bahagian iaitu zikir hati, lidah dan anggota. Zikir hati memikirkan keagungan dan kebesaran Allah di bumi, langit dan seluruh kejadian makhluk-Nya. Zikir lidah pula melantunkan puji-puji kepada Allah, mensyukuri nikmat kurniaan-Nya, menyeru masyarakat ke arah ajaran Islam, menerangkan kebaikan syarak, menjelaskan hikmah pada perintah dan larangan Allah, memberi nasihat kepada sesama Islam.

Sementara zikir anggota pula menggunakan anggota badan untuk melakukan amalan ketaatan, sama ada dalam bentuk melakukan segala suruhan atau meninggalkan segala larangan Allah.
Orang yang lupa atau lalai kepada Allah, hatinya selalu dirundung resah gelisah, tenggelam dalam kebimbangan dan sengaja meletakkan dirinya di tempat mengundang kemurkaan Allah lantaran tidak rasa bersalah terhadap kemungkaran dilakukan.

Lupa kepada Allah menandakan hati seseorang itu sudah berkarat dengan sifat mazmumah yang sangat keji. Orang beriman tidak akan membiarkan hatinya berkarat dan penuh dengan kekotoran, ia akan sentiasa menggilap hatinya dengan berzikir kepada Allah.

Ibnu al-Qayyim al-Jauziyah pernah berkata: "Tidak dimungkiri bahawa hati itu dapat berkarat seperti berkaratnya besi dan perak. Alat yang dapat membersihkan hati berkarat adalah zikir. Zikir dapat membersihkan hati berkarat sehingga dapat berubah menjadi bening seperti cermin yang bersih. Apabila seseorang meninggalkan zikir, hatinya akan berkarat. Dan apabila ia berzikir, hatinya akan bersih."

Sesungguhnya seseorang yang lalai daripada mengingati Allah bermakna dirinya dihinggapi penyakit sombong, lupa asal kejadian diri sebagai makhluk lemah yang diciptakan semata-mata supaya mengabdikan diri kepada-Nya dan mewarisi sifat orang munafik.

Firman Allah yang bermaksud: "Sesungguhnya orang munafik itu menipu Allah dan Allah akan membalas tipuan mereka. Dan, apabila mereka berdiri untuk solat, mereka berdiri dengan malas. Mereka bermaksud riak (dengan solat) di hadapan manusia. Dan, tidaklah mereka menyebut Allah, kecuali sedikit sekali." (Surah an-Nisa, ayat 142)

Setiap mukmin sewajarnya menjadikan zikir sebagai sesuatu yang tidak terpisah daripada kehidupan seharian kerana banyak keistimewaan bakal diterima oleh orang yang sentiasa berzikir.

Kitab Tanbih al-Ghafilin menyatakan lima kelebihan dan faedah berzikir, iaitu mendapat keredaan Allah, menambahkan kesungguhan melaksanakan ketaatan, terkawal daripada hasutan syaitan, melembutkan hati dan mencegah daripada melakukan maksiat.

Orang yang memperbanyakkan zikir, dosanya akan diampuni sekali gus mendapat ganjaran pahala besar seperti firman yang bermaksud: "Lelaki dan perempuan yang banyak menyebut (nama) Allah, Aku sudah menyediakan untuk mereka ampunan dan pahala yang besar." (Surah al-Ahzab, ayat 35)

Orang yang selalu ingat kepada Allah jiwanya menjadi bening dan tenang, sekalipun sedang menghadapi banyak permasalahan hidup, ujian, musibah dan seumpamanya. Firman Allah yang bermaksud: "Ingatnya, hanya dengan mengingat Allah hati menjadi tenteram." (Surah al-Ra'ad, ayat 28)

Sesungguhnya dengan selalu ingat kepada Allah, akhlak diri menjadi indah dan menarik, sekali gus menjadi cermin bagusnya nilai ajaran Islam dan hebatnya orang mukmin pada mata orang bukan Islam seperti pernah ditunjukkan junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad SAW.

Jangan jadikan sibuk dengan urusan kehidupan di dunia sebagai alasan lupa kepada Allah. Sungguh Allah melarang keras seseorang memiliki sifat lalai seperti ditegaskan firman yang bermaksud: "Janganlah kamu termasuk orang-orang yang lalai." (Surah al-A'raf, ayat 205)

Sumber : BHarian 2009/04/10

Erti Cinta & Perkahwinan

2009-04-15T19:55:00.000-07:00

Suatu pagi yang dingin, terjadilah satu perbualan antara seorang guru falsafah dan pelajarnya...

pelajar: guru, apakah erti cinta..? bagaimanakah saya boleh mendapatkannya...?

guru: ada sebuah ladang gandum yang luas didepan sana ,berjalanlah kamudan jangan sesekali kamu berundur. kemudian ambillah satu ranting. sek ira nyakamu mendapati ranting tersebut sangat menakjubkan, ertinya kamu telahmenemui cinta.

pelajar tersebut pun berjalan dan tidak berapa lama dia kembali dengan tangan yang kosong.

guru bertanya: mengapa kamu tidak membawa sebatang ranting pun...?

pelajar menjawab: saya hanya terpaksa memilih satu ranting saja, dan sewaktu berjalan saya tidak boleh mengundur kebelakang semula. sebenarnya saya telah berjumpa dengan satu ranting yang paling menakjubkan tapi saya tak tahu apakah yang akan menakjubkan di hadapan sana nanti, maka saya biarkan ranting itu lalu saya dapati tidak ada lagi ranting yang paling menakjubkan selain daripada yang saya lihat tadi. jadi saya tidak mengambil sebatang pun akhirnya.

gurunya menjawab: ye, itu lah cinta...

dihari lainnya pula pelajar tersebut bertanya kepada gurunya, apa itu perkahwinan...?

guru: ada hutan yang subur didepan sana . berjalanlah kamu.tapi janganlah kamu sesekali mengundur kebelakang. tebanglah sepohon pokoksaja. dan tebanglah jika kamu merasakan bahawa pohon tersebut adalah yangpaling cantik,segar dan tinggi, kerana kamu telah menemukan apa itu perkahwinan.

pelajar tersebut pun berjalan, dan tidak berapa lama, dia datang semula dengan membawa sepohon kayu, walaupun pohon tersebut tidaklah berapa segar, cantik dan tinggi pada pandangan guru tersebut.

maka gurunya pun bertanya: mengapa kamu memotong pohon seperti ini....?

pelajar itu menjawab: sebab, berdasarkan pengalaman ku sebelum ini, aku hanya berjalan separuh daripada hutan tersebut dan aku takut akan kembali dengan tangan kosong. jadi saya mengambil kesempatan menebang pohon ini lalu dibawa kesini. pada pandangan saya ianya adalah pohon yang terbaik buat saya. saya tidak mahu kehilangannya atau menyesal kerana tidak memilihnya...

maka guru itu menjawab: itulah perkahwinan.......

tamat....

Kesimpulannya, usahlah terlalu memilih cinta, ditakuti anda akan terlepasnya, dan janganlah terlalu memilih jodoh, terimalah pasangan anda dengan seadanya. Tidak ada manusia yang sempurna di dunia ini. Setiap insan pasti ada kelebihan dan kekurangannya .

Kita Ibarat Pinggan

2009-04-15T19:51:00.000-07:00

Andaikan 3 individu berbeza meminjam sebiji pinggan daripada kita.. Selang beberapa tempoh masa, individu pertama memulangkan pinggan tersebut dalam keadaan bersih cantik tanpa sebarang kecacatan.. Lalu kita pun terus meletakkannya di atas rak pinggan mangkuk seperti keadaan asalnya.

Individu kedua pula memulangkan pinggan tersebut dlm keadaannya yang masih kotor; tidak berbasuh.. Pinggan tersebut akan kita basuh sehingga bersih, kemudian barulah ianya diletakkan di tempat yg sepatutnya..

Individu ketiga pula memulangkan pinggan tersebut dalam keadaan pecah bersepai.. Tidak boleh dibezakan lagi bentuknya antara pinggan mahupun serpihan kaca.. Tiada nilainya lagi.. Kita tiada pilihan lain selain menghumbankannya ke dlm tong sampah yg hina..

Begitulah jua halnya dgn Allah Taala.. Jika kita kembali kepadaNya dalam keadaan bersih, elok, tanpa kekotoran dosa, maka Allah akan terus meletakkan kita di tempat yang baik dan tempat yg selayaknya bagi kita.. Iaitu syurga..

Namun jika kita kembali ke hadratNya dlm keadaan kotor dgn dosa, Allah akan 'basuh' kita sebersih-bersihnya di dlm api neraka sebelum memasukkan kita ke dlm syurga..

Tetapi jika kita kembali kepadaNya dlm keadaan yg rosak imannya, sehingga tidak dpt dibezakan antara iman dengan kufur, maka Allah tidak akan teragak2 utk menghumbankan kita ke dlm neraka jahannam yang hina buat selama-lamanya, ibarat pinggan yg pecah; tiada nilai lagi..

Doa untuk kami...

2009-01-18T22:12:00.000-08:00

Ya Allah,
Ku mohon padamu, jauhkan kami dari
- orang orang munafik,
- orang orang yang tidak setia,
- orang orang yang suka bercakap tidak benar,
- orang orang yang suka menjatuhkan umatmu yang lain,
- orang orang yang berpura pura
- orang orang yang zalim
- orang orang yang tidak berperi kemanusiaan
- orang orang yang tercela keperibadiannya
- orang orang yang mengaku kebesaran dan takut pada dirimu, tapi dibaliknya dia buat apa yang dilarang oleh mu....

Ya Allah, kau berikan kami hidayah,
Ya Allah, kau berikan kami iman yang teguh,
Ya Allah, kau berikan kami rezeki yang halal,
Ya Allah, kau berikan kami anak anak yang soleh dan solehah,
Ya Allah, kau berikan kami kebahagiaan di dunia dan di akhirat,
Ya Allah, kau berikan kami keperibadian yang teguh, agar kami tidak akan terpesong dari ajaranmu...

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya kami sedar, siapalah kami tanpa mu Ya Allah, Tuhan Sekalian Alam, Tuhan yang menciptakan segala-galanya di dunia dan di akhirat....

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamiin....

..Pocketful of Sunshines - Natasya Bedingfield..

2008-11-18T18:09:00.000-08:00

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine.
I got a love, and I know that it's all mine.
Oh.

Do what you want, but you're never gonna break me.
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me.
No.

Take me away: A secret place.
A sweet escape: Take me away.
Take me away to better days.
Take me away: A hiding place.

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine.
I got a love, and I know that it's all mine.
Oh.

Do what you want, but you're never gonna break me.
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me.
No.

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine.
I got a love, and I know that it's all mine.
Oh.

Wish that you could, but you ain't gonna own me.
Do anything you can to control me.
Oh, no.

Take me away: A secret place.
A sweet escape: Take me away.
Take me away to better days.
Take me away: A hiding place.

There's a place that I go,
But nobody knows.
Where the rivers flow,
And I call it home.

And there's no more lies.
In the darkness, there's light.
And nobody cries.
There's only butterflies.

Take me away: A secret place.
A sweet escape: Take me away.
Take me away to better days.
Take me away: A hiding place.

Take me away: A secret place.
A sweet escape: Take me away.
Take me away to better days.
Take me away: A hiding place.

Take me away: A secret place.
A sweet escape: Take me away.
Take me away to better days.
Take me away: A hiding place.

The sun is on my side.
Take me for a ride.
I smile up to the sky.
I know I'll be all right.

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Shaz: love this songs too much. Its remind her of........ heheheh...
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..-* Nasihat Kehidupan *-..

2008-11-13T20:24:00.000-08:00

1. KETIKA MENCARI CALON
Janganlah mencari isteri, tapi carilah ibu bagi anak-anak kita
Janganlah mencari suami, tapi carilah ayah bagi anak-anak kita.

2. KETIKA MELAMAR
Anda bukan sedang meminta kepada orang tua/wali si gadis,
tetapi meminta kepada Allah melalui orang tua/wali si gadis.

3. KETIKA AKAD NIKAH
Anda berdua bukan menikah di hadapan penghulu,
tetapi menikah di hadapan Allah

4. KETIKA RESEPSI PERNIKAHAN
Catat dan hitung semua tamu yang datang untuk mendoa'kan anda,
kerana anda harus berfikir untuk mengundang mereka semua dan meminta maaf apabila anda berfikir untuk BERCERAI kerana menyia-nyiakan do'a mereka.

5. KETIKA MALAM PERTAMA
Bersyukur dan bersabarlah.
Anda adalah sepasang anak manusia dan bukan sepasang malaikat.

6. SELAMA MENEMPUH HIDUP BERKELUARGA
Sedarilah bahawa jalan yang akan dilalui tidak melalui jalan bertabur bunga,
tapi juga semak belukar yang penuh onak dan duri.

7. KETIKA BIDUK RUMAH TANGGA GOYANG
Jangan saling berlepas tangan,
tapi sebaliknya justeru semakin erat berpegang tangan

8. KETIKA BELUM MEMILIKI ANAK.
Cintailah isteri atau suami anda 100%

9. KETIKA TELAH MEMILIKI ANAK.
Jangan bagi cinta anda kepada (suami) isteri dan anak anda,
tetapi cintailah isteri atau suami anda 100%
dan cintai anak-anak anda masing-masing 100%.

10.KETIKA EKONOMI KELUARGA MERUDUM
Yakinlah bahawa pintu rezeki akan terbuka lebar berbanding lurus
dengan tingkat ketaatan suami dan isteri.

11.KETIKA EKONOMI BERKEMBANG
Jangan lupa akan jasa pasangan hidup yang setia mendampingi kita semasa menderita

12.KETIKA ANDA ADALAH SUAMI
Boleh bermanja-manja kepada isteri tetapi jangan lupa untuk bangkit secara bertanggung jawab apabila isteri memerlukan pertolongan Anda.

13.KETIKA ANDA ADALAH ISTERI
Tetaplah berjalan dengan gemalai dan lemah lembut, tetapi selalu berhasil menyelesaikan
semua pekerjaan.

14.KETIKA MENDIDIK ANAK
Jangan pernah berpikir bahawa orang tua yang baik adalah orang tua yang tidak pernah marah kepada anak,kerana orang tua yang baik adalah orang tua yang jujur kepada anak ....

15.KETIKA ANAK BERMASALAH
Yakinilah bahawa tidak ada seorang anakpun yang tidak mahu bekerjasama dengan orang tua, yang ada adalah anak yang merasa tidak didengar oleh orang tuanya.

16.KETIKA ADA PIL.
Jangan diminum, cukuplah suami, isteri sebagai ubat.

17.KETIKA INGIN AMAN DAN HARMONIS

Gunakanlah formula 7 K

1 Ketaqwaan
2 Kasih sayang
3 Kesetiaan
4 Komunikasi dialogis
5 Keterbukaan
6 Kejujuran
7 Kesabaran

Diriku terbelenggu

2008-11-12T21:27:00.000-08:00

Diri Ku Terbelenggu - Francisca Peter

Tak faham sikapmu
Kau bercinta seumpama menukar baju
Kau turutkan hati
Kata nasihat tak kau peduli

Kau tahu hatiku
Kerana kasih ku bersabar selalu
Biarpun terluka
Terus bertahan selagi terdaya

Mengapa engkau kusayangi
Mengapa kau ku nanti
Mengapa ku rela disakiti
Diriku ini terbelenggu di dalam kepuraanmu

Telah terlalu lama kuhimpun doa-doa
Semoga Tuhan memberikan hidayatNya
Tapi kau tetap tak berubah tertutup hati
Tak satu pengorbananku di hargai

November 12, 2008 ; 2233 hrs

2008-11-12T06:07:00.000-08:00

Al-Asr

In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful

By (the Token of) time (through the Ages), (1)
Verily Man is in loss, (2)
Except such as have Faith, and do righteous deeds, and (join together) in the mutual teaching of Truth, and of Patience and Constancy. (3)

Dengan nama Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani

Demi Masa! (1)
Sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian; (2)
Kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh dan mereka pula berpesan-pesan dengan kebenaran serta berpesan-pesan dengan sabar. / (3)

I keep thinking today (alot - which made me - migrain). And one of the thought is this surah - Al Asr. Yes... its true.. we are basically wasting our time of doing nothing...

For more detail on the research of this surah, please visit ,

http://www.nuradeen.com/contributions/SurahAlAsr.htm

Its interesting to read how the only 3 line surah can have bigger interpretation...

In Islam, the time is very important. Our daily life affect by the time. For instance, our prayer time. Subuh, Zuhur, Asar, Maghrib and Isyak.

I went to a course recently, and the speaker told us about dimension of the human body. Basically we as a normal human being have 3 dimension. In some cases, a special individual may have 4, which is time. And with this ability, he can travel to any place he want in a shorter time. hmm.. very intersting... and I wish I have those ability.

November 9, 2008 ; 1938hrs

2008-11-09T03:11:00.000-08:00

I can't forget the day today. As one of my friend pass away today morning - around 9.15 am.

Today morning, I woke up a bit late. And we (me and my mum) are suppose to visit my friend, Nurul Hafizah at Hospital Tuanku Ampuan Rahimah (HTAR), Klang. So, around 8.50am, we went out from house to HTAR. According to my mum's friend, the ward can be visited anytime on sunday. based on this information, we pergi jugalah, even though I feel a bit cuak.. as, HTAR is not like any other hospital. Its quite strict. But, since my mum's friend dah cakap cam tu, we all pun pergi jugalah..

We reach HTAR around 9.10 - 9.15 am. Pergi dekat lift, ada org jaga, n ask us where to go. So, I told the guard, ward 7A. and then the guard told me to go and get the visitor's pass at the counter. We went to the counter, and the clerk told us that, for that ward - 7A, no pass will be given, and we must follow the visiting hours - which is 12.30 noon. Although we tried to pujuk her to let us go, but she tak bagi.. (sabar je la). so, my mum try to call my friend's mum (as she is my mum friend oso la), but couldnt get through. So, we went back home. and as I reach home, my brother told me that he received a phone call saying that "my friend had pass away today morning".. at the same time we reach hospital..

A bit sad, as i couldnt see her for the last time.. Last time I saw her at one of our friend wedding, 2 yrs ago...

So, waiting for her to reach surau for "solat jenazah", we made few preparation, as cutting the "daun pandan".. as the jenazah arrive, they open up her face, then only I saw her face.. but, not alive.. she's dead..

Her mother hug me.. cry over my shoulders.. And, i could not stop the tears from my eyes.. I try to be strong... but, its too sad.. seriously sad.. I remember last year in march, i felt the same thing when my father pass away...

About her sickness, she had both kidney failure... her bp reach 200 plus.. maybe becoz of high bp burst the kidney.. not sure.. n theres a rumours that she is taking diet pill, thats the reason her kidney fails to operate.... dont know which is true... but the thing is, its time for her to go.. Its fate.. Already fixed by Allah since before she had born into this world, the date today will be her last day...

The thing that make me sad, is she just got engaged, and she will be getting marry next year... I am grateful at least she is happy during the last moment of her life....

the most shocking thing I heard today is that, her closed friend didnt know she was admitted to the hospital... I know since her first day admitted, n I keep wanted to write abt this in our facebook - group of Primary school alumni... but, I dont know, something holding me from doing that...

Dari Allah kita datang, Kepada Allah juga kita pergi...

Innalillahi Wa inna Ilaihi rajiun... Alfatihah buat Nurul Hafizah Bt Ibrahim, semoga roh nya di cucuri rahmat Allah dan ditempatkan di tempat org org yang beriman...

Betrayal (November 6, 2008 ; 1753hrs)

2008-11-06T01:42:00.000-08:00

According to "your dictionary", BETRAYAL is

-to break faith with; fail to meet the hopes of he betrayed my trust in him
- to help the enemy of (one's country, cause, etc.); be a traitor to
- to deliver or expose to an enemy traitorously
- to lead astray; deceive; specif., to seduce and then desert
- to reveal unknowingly or against one's wishes his face betrays his fear
- to reveal or show signs of; indicate the house betrays its age
- to disclose (secret information, confidential plans, etc.)

According to wiktionary, BETRAYAL are;

-To prove faithless or treacherous to, as to a trust or one who trusts; to be false to; to deceive; as, to betray a person or a cause.
- To deliver into the hands of an enemy by treachery or fraud, in violation of trust; to give up treacherously or faithlessly; as, an officer betrayed the city.
- To violate the confidence of, by disclosing a secret, or that which one is bound in honor not to make known.
- To disclose or discover, as something which prudence would conceal; to reveal unintentionally.
- To mislead; to expose to inconvenience not foreseen to lead into error or sin.
- To lead astray, as a maiden; to seduce (as under promise of marriage) and then abandon.
- To show or to indicate; -- said of what is not obvious at first, or would otherwise be concealed.

Based from this two sources, we can conclude that one of the betrayal act is to cheat a person who really put trust on him/her.

wah!!!

Miracle - Cascada

2008-11-05T22:28:00.000-08:00

MIRACLE - CASCADA

Boy meets girl
You were my dream,my world
But i was blind
You cheated on me from behind
So on my ownI feel so all alone
Though I know it's true
I'm still in love with you

I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me

It can happen to me
Miracle...
Miracle [echo]

Day and night
I'm always by your side
Cause I know for sure
My love is real my feelings pure
So take a try
No need to ask me why
Cause I know it's true
I'm still in love with you

I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me

17 June 2008 - 1240hrs

2008-06-16T21:41:00.000-07:00

Wah.. Its been 3 months since my last post... heheheh... where to start... hmm... let me summarize everything that happen in this 3 months.

Yippie... I got a new job at PNB.. (wah..). I went for the first interview on 15 March 2008, and second interview on 2 April 2008. I got the offer on 9 May 2008, but subject to my medical check up results. So, on 10 April 2008, went for medical check up at SMC, and finally, I was offered on 12 May 2008. So, quickly, I wrote my resignation letter and pass it to HR Director (Dr Latif), CC to my boss (AGM of Finance and Accounts Dept - Pn Sham) and Executive Vice Chairman (EVC - Mr Danny). My notice period is 2 months la wei... so long... So, in an hour, EVC - Mr Danny, called me into his room. So, he ask me why all of sudden drop a bomb to them.. heheheh.. now only u know ke?.. Takkan la i nak announce that i went for interview to all, am i rite.. of course its a bomb.. sorry.. I dont mean to do that, but, if u all know how Im suffer with my current job.. Its not that I hate my job. but, Its lots of pressure. Im the one who handling account, im the one who handling finance, and Im the one handling too much things in 1 time. How.. At least, they should increase my pay, as im doing 3 people job, or at least, find a new staff... yeah rite.. And, Mr Danny advice me to think carefully on my decision. He said, my new office is far, n I wont have any knowledge, as in big company, I will be specialised with one specific task. I said, its my final decision. So, later on, my boss - AGM - Pn Sham, called into her room. so, the same thing. And she told me that the reason she did not take a new staff to assist me, is to groom me - to make me learn lots of thing. I new, I have lots of knowldge here, but, too much for me.. I can handle the pressure.. but, if I been disturbed everyday to do new task, n even though i havent complete the task, i will be given new task.. so, what im suppose to do. stay at office the whole day n night? no need to go back? As i said, Im doing 3 people job.. And I am doing managerial level job.. but, they only pay me exec level.. what to do.. I given them a chance to increase my pay, but, the only thing they did was give me an allowance - hardship allowance.. but, it not counted as my basic pay.. mana boleh.. if later, they want to tarik balik, they can, rite.. what to do...

So, I told them, my decision is final. Its time for me to go, as I want to try new things. I dont want to give them bad impression, as this is my employer. I dont want to say anything bad about them, about the pressure and so on. Dengan cara baik kite masuk, n cara baik juga kite keluar..

Another things happen is my friend and I join a weight management programme.. Its a 45 days programs.. And today is my final phase - day 40... Ask me.. I lost 7 kg in 4 weeks... and the program is not hard. simple but good result.. no need to starving, no need to skip meals.. wah.. Dont play play... (those who interested call me la.. by the way, i already have few friend who wanted to join.. )

ok.. thats all for this time.. I need to siapkan my work.. before I leave this company... by the way, atas permintaan my boss, third quarter ended June will be done before 30.6.08 - so, i have to close account on 25 June.. wah... next week ma.. banyak kerja lagi... cheh!!

2 MAY 2008 - 1555 Hours

2008-05-02T00:55:00.000-07:00

Ok... its been almost a month since my last blog.. hehehehe.. Damn bz.. with tax comp.. luckily this yr tax comp a bit ok compare to last yr.. Thanks to the tax agent which is very good n effiecient.

14 March 2008 - 1009 hrs

2008-03-13T19:09:00.000-07:00

Its Friday... but for me its " fry day"... with fever ang bad flu, still going to office.. what to do.. banyak kerja ma.. last tuesday - Went to KLCC - petro science with my nieces n nephew - mira, zieza n faridz, and my sister.... It was fun for me - as I like to visit this kind of place.. as it give me more knowledge. But, what can I see from my nieces n nephew, only play!! I ask them to read and fahamkan all those information.. mana ada nak dengar.. as long ada buttons, they will press it n will not think what is it for..

Maybe they are still small.. But, when I was their age, I like to know many things about science. I want to explore in detail, but unfortunately, I have no chance during that time.. so sad. :( . So, as an alternative, I will watch TV pendidikan, and read from books. Thats how I develop my hobby - reading.

About reading, I have been reading novel since I was in standard 2 (8 years old). The first novel I read is " Tingkatan 1 di Seri Melur". My sister bought it, as she like those novels too.. So, I read all the series - from Tingkatan 1 di Seri Melur to Tingkatan 6 di Seri Melur.. Apart from that, I read Enid Blyton novels too. But today kids, like to watch TV rather than read books.

But, I think I have develop one of my niece interest in reading books. As she always saw me reading. And sometimes, I laugh, and sometimes, tears came out from my eyes. So, she wonder, how can I react in such way by reading??? So, she now starting to read my novels. But the funny part is, she took my 700 page novel, and start to read it. Just imagine - she is only 7!!!

Today, my colleagues and I will go to steamboat restaurant.. Gemuk lagi la i..... heheheheh... kayla.. nak sambung kerja...

10 March 2008 - 2307 hrs

2008-03-10T08:07:00.001-07:00

Ola... hehehhe.. nak gelak jap.. Today, I feel so seronok.. Im on leave tomorow... hehehe.. Goin to KLCC.. with my nieces and nephew.. So, as nak memujuk my another nephew yg tak dapat pergi, I bought book, ball, and baloon for Adam. So, the arrangement for Adam, is, on Saturday, I will bring Adam to my office, and later bring him to McDonald. heheheh.. Suka bankrupt kan his Khalaji...

Now, Im sitting in front of the computer, with my niece - Mira, where she is now playing with my hair.. As if she is in the salon, and doing my hair... Kononnya la... Now she applying some cream to my hair.. gasak la..

So, ok la.. want to play some online games..

10 March 2008 - 1153 Hours

2008-03-09T20:52:00.000-07:00

Monday blues... ahaks.... Today lambar keluar rumah.. even though dah buat aksi tokyo drift, but still late - 2 mins.. hehehe...

So, today, lepas punch card, I keluar balik ke seven eleven - just to buy newspaper.. Berita Harian and Utusan Malaysia - finish.. Pkl 9.04am habis... So, I bought News Straits Times.. Apa lagi.. To know the full result of the 12th Election..

So, after that, sampai meja I.. waaaaa..... banyak nye document kena siapkan... Mana dgn AGM Q & A, mana ngan salary journal, mana ngan February closing, mana ngan finance, mana ngan tax comp.. waaaa... migraine i... So, today, I just take a deep breath, and will not rushing to complete all those things.. I need to take care of my health too...

By the way, I applied for leave tomorow.. luckily approved.. As, tomorow, me, my sis - Aniz, my nephew - Faridz, n nieces - Zieza n Mira will go to Petroscience.. heheheh... Unfortunately, I have to tinggalkan Adam at home. So, I make an arrangement, whether today, or this Saturday, I will bring him - only him to Mc Donalds and jalan jalan. He agreed. And Mira also agreed.. so, semua boleh senyum... Tak best la bawa sorang, and sorang lagi merajuk...

24 February 2008 ; 2202 hrs

2008-02-24T06:04:00.000-08:00

Lately, i feel so sad. sumtimes my eyes full with tears.. very easily feel sad. Even though listening to some song, I nearly cry..

Today, I read my 2007 diary. I cried. Because it remind me of my late father. I wrote everything from 1st January 2007 up to 26 March 2007... I remember everything from the first day in Hospital until he passed away..

Al Fatihah For Abaji...

Dastaan e Lyrics (Om Shanti Om)

2008-02-10T19:15:00.000-08:00

Song : Dastaan e
Film : Filem Om Shanti Om
Actor/actress: Shah Rukh Khan , Deepika

Sune walo, suno aaisa bhi hota hai
Dil deta hai jo, woh jaan bhi kotha hai
Pyaar aisa jo karta hai,kya mar ke bhi marta hai
Aao tum bhi aaj sunlo

Dastaan hai ye ke
ek tha naojawaan jo dil hi dil mein
ek haseena ka tha deewana
Woh haseena thi ke jiski khoobsoorthi
Tha duniya bar mein tha mashoor afsaana
Dono ki yeh kahani hai jisko sabhi
Kehte hai, Om shanti Om

Naojawan ki thi aarzo, uski thi yeh hi justujoo
Us haseena mein usko mile ishq ke saare rang kabool –2
Usne na jana yeh naadani hai
Woh reth ko samja ke pani hai
Kuyn aisa tha, kisliye tha,
Yeh kahani hai

Dastaan hai ye ke
Us dilkash haseena ke nigaho dil mein
koi dusra hi tha
Bey khabar iss baath se
Us naojawan ke kwabo ka anjam tho hona bura hi tha
Toote kwabon ki us dastaan ko sabhi
Kehte hai Om Shanti Om

Sune walo, suno aaisa bhi hota hai
Koi jitna hase utna hi roota hai
Deewani hoke haseena, khaye kya dhoke haseena
Aao tum bhi aaj sunlo

Dastaan hai ye ke
us masoom haseena ne jise chaaha woh
tha aandar se harjaye
Sang dil se dil lagake bewafa ke haat aake
Usne ek din mauth hi paaye
Ek sitam ka phasana hi jisko sabhi
Kehte hai Om shanti Om

Kuyn koi katil samjtha nahi,
Ke jurm koi chuptha nahi
Yeh daag woh hai jo mitha nahin
Rehta hai kooni ke haat par
Koon us haseena ka jab tha huwa

koi wahan tha pohunch to gaya
Lekin use woh bacha na saka
Roya tha pyaar uski maath par

Dastaan hai ye ke
jo pehchaan tha hai kooni ko
woh naojawan hai laut ke aaya
keh rahi hai zindagi ka dil samaj le
uske sar pe cha chuka hai maut ka saaya
janmo ki karmo ki hai kahani jise
Kehte hai Om shanti Om
kehte hai om shanti om
kehte hai om shanti om

(Al Kisah pengkhianatan cinta... )

TO Watch the video clip, go to:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ev1RTC_WN20

3 Feb 2008 - 1243 hrs

2008-02-02T03:05:00.000-08:00

Sunday... Its was the best day in my life.. I love sunday... as I can lepak at home for the whole day... except, if my mum ask to go to wedding or my relative house.. I dont mind going... hehehhe...

Today morning, went to market.. biasala... and n0w, im waiting for my mum, as she wanted to bring me to her friend wedding.. so, masa tgh waiting nie la, online jap.. apa lagi.. download songs n movies la.. n surf friendster, my office mail, and this blog.. takde kerije..

yesterdayy, went to KL.. but, dont know y i really feel it - I hate KL.. too many people.. so crowd.. n soooo packed!!! I feel like I cant breath... so, its just my friend really wanted to go there... so, just ikut je la...

29 January 2008 - 1417 hrs

2008-01-28T22:25:00.000-08:00

Phew... Penat hari nie.. penat pikir... hari nie board meeting.. Nak present draft audited account yang considered final. But, morning, auditor called me and saying that my cashflow salah.. Wei.. we all dah print the draft last night, n now he saying that one item in the cash flow is wrong.. mati la cam nie... the draft dah masuk file company sec dah.. lapan copy lak tu.. mmg la one line item.. but it does effect few line.. tension.. my boss lagi tension.. before this, takkan dia tak perasan benda tu salah.. then what for he became auditor... idiot..

So, I ammend my working, and email to him... so, now waiting for the new draft.. The board meeting is on 3pm sharp.. apa nie.. lagi abt 40 minutes.. I dont want to think anything now...

27 January 2007 - 2312 hrs

2008-01-27T07:07:00.000-08:00

Hari nie, I gi shopping beli barang dapur with my mum kat giant.. mana lagi... dah tu, gi makan tosei lak.. hehehhe.. saje, my mum nak belanja makan... but, the weather today really hot.. Balik rumah, migraine.. langsung.. tension btul.. so, as today cuti, i pun kemas la apa yg patut.. biasala, before my fauja (army) team nak dtg umah, better kemas dulu.. hehehe.. as, when fauja dah dtg tak leh nak buat apa... fauja is my niece and nephews - mira, adam n amir.. weekdays they will stay at my mum's, and weekend balik rumah mereka. sekolah pun dekat depan umah i.. so, bakper nak berulang balik kan.. once a week la mereka balik.

Tadi, main dam ular dgn adam n mira.. cheh!! i kalah.. always kena makan that ular.. hehehhe... so, when adam told his father that i loss, i buat buat merajuk.. n said "khalaji taknak main lagi la".. N adam immediately change his statement, "khalaji menang".. see.. kids.. pandai nak pujuk org.. I gelak je la.. Adam is quite smart.. either in day to day life and at school.. He dont want to bother others.. He has so much of self confident. Mira is different.. She is smart too.. But, today, i got shocked in m life, as when i asked her what she want to be when she grown up, whe told me, "artist - singer".. ye la tu.. takde dalam sejarah keturunan we all jadi penyanyi.. I bukan sceptical abt all this dunia hiburan nie..but, seriously, ada penyayi pakai seksi seksi. Berjoget atas pentas la.. Bagus sangat la tu. Tayang bod kat public. Ada penyanyi dah kaya, but still nak kawin ngan org kaya sampai bertindak tidak adil dgn beberapa pihak.. apa nie.. dunia macam nie kat yg patut di ceburi?? no way... So, i talked to her slowly, "mira, suara tu aurat. Mira nak tanggung dosa ke everytime mira menyanyi.? Duit mira yg dapat dgn hasil menyanyi tu halal ke??". She a bit confuse.. n terkejut. So I explained to her, as a muslim, we shall never do things that against muslim rules. In islam, music can be haram if it mengkhayalkan.. I know, it is impossible to practice this rules nowdays.. but, if akidah kita kuat, kita boleh.. kan.. bukannya susah...

okla.. nak tidur... nearly 0000 hours already.. hehehhe.. Good nite...

25 January 2008 - Sad Memory

2008-01-25T02:33:00.000-08:00

I hate year 2007. As that year I lost my beloved my father - due to brain tumor - stage 4. What happen on this date last year, was, I with my father - shopping, who had been discharge from Hospital - after brain surgery - to remove part of the tumor from his brain on 19 January 2007. We actually went out to Alam Central. As he need to buy new handphone. So, I accompanied him to buy new handphone. He bought Nokia 6280. After that, he wanter to buy mini TV and electric shaver. So, we went to the store to get those item.

I was remembered, he walked really slow. He never walk that slow before. I know, it definitely cause by the tumor - which effect his nerve. And, he was wearing an orrange T-Shirt and "kupiah", which is to cover his head, although we can still see the stitches. But, I dont care about other people who kept staring at us. I do not feel shame that time. I was proud walking with my father. As he is strong enough to go out in the public looking like that..

I still remember that moment.. He was so cute that time. I still cannot believe that he passed away last year.. Maybe I dont want to believe it...

25 January 2007 - until 2 pm

2008-01-25T02:30:00.000-08:00

What on earth happening today!! heheheh.. (substitute with word *hell*.. not nice ma..)..I did submit my latest consol working and notes,together with the cash flow last tuesday.. but, today, the auditor called me and ask why my consol working not tie with cash flow.. where got.. cheh!!! apa nie.. luckily my boss answering his call.. if not, i dah jerit dah...A

nd today, ada je issue kat office nie. normally, when friday comes, two of female staff di kehendaki jaga pagar.. as our security guard go for Friday prayer. Bukanla berdiri kat pintu pagar tu.. But, dalam post guard, which is complete with air- cond and TV.. heheheh.. by the way, today is not my duty yet. But, its happen that, one of the female staff who should be jaga pagar today, went to our branch office in Penang. and her partner start to bising bising la, said that i can only jaga for 1 hour.. another hour someone has to replace that lady yg pergi penang. so, jadi la satu kekecohan di office nie hari nie. sampai ED called my boss asking who can replace that girl.. I just shocked.. ED can ask anyone to do it rite.. but, why he ask my boss - mana my boss n i tgh siapkan audited account?? she also have to think abt benda nie ke..For me, very simple. That girl yg pergi Penang tu, y not she arrange someone to replace her masa dia pergi Penang? senang nye nak lepas tgn.. I nie, tak pernah cari pasal lagi ngan bebudak kat sini. But, plz dont ask me to start.. mulut I lagi laser.. but, I prefer to sabar.. sabar la dulku. c how can i hold this kesabaran...

so, my boss minta i replace her.. mmg la i taknak memula.. sebab its not my time yet.. But, malas nak cakap banyak banyak.. but, if people start to penting kan diri, I pun nak kena penting kan diri la.. So, when my turn datang, I wont jaga la.. Either she or other have to replace me. As, i dah jaga today.. Ntah hapa hapa ntah....But, to tell the truth, no body like this kind of attitude. And the staff yg ke penang tu, no body in the office like her.. everyone hates her.. Im not saying that I hate her.. but, u know la.. mulut dok nak melaser je.. I pun boleh laser gak.. but I nie taknak la melukakan perasaan org.. WHat for.. rite...So, tu la citer sampai tgh hari tadi.. la nie, nak sambung check draft audited account lak..

23 January 2008

2008-01-24T22:25:00.000-08:00

Phew.. That’s the first thing I said when I woke up this morning... Its cuti time... hehehhe.. Even though its only for 1 day, but for me, its better than nothing.. I am too tired, too de-motivated, too pressure, and too bored with my current task. I do like my job... but, sometimes, I hate to focus on one task, where people like to change the instruction.. Please.. Be firm.. Don’t expect me to change anything every time.. I dah start gaduh ngan external auditor. Tak sangka, Pangkat manager, international audit firm lak tu, but bodo… really menyakitkan hati.. kena sebijik ngan I.. hehehe.. don’t play play…

Hari nie, I just want to lepak at home only.. So, apa lagi. My niece and nephew, pagi pagi dah kena buka buku. Hehehhe.. Yang Mira – standard 1 – I bagi latihan BM and maths. Science malam tadi dia dah buat. Takpe la.. Baru lagi kan.. slow slow la.. Si adam – Pre school, bagi dia BM – buat ejaan. Then, I ask him to start drawing. As this is to teach him to lembut /lenturkan tangan. So, he asked me to draw for him fish, squid, crab, clams, house, sea, and boat. I did. So, after that, dia ikut la.. Alhamdulillah, boleh juga la dia ikut, After that, Bagi makan tengah hari, and now, 2 of them are in my room – main plastesin (tanah liat) Itu janji I to them, so that they will follow my instruction to study. Plastesin at first berwarna warni, now dah jadi warna kelabu.. Buat pizza la, buat baby dalam buaian, buat lesung batu, n buat buku. Now, both of them tgh lelong buku plastesin. So cute..

The funny part is, while playing, they can ask me, “Khalaji taknak bawa kiteorg jalan jalan ke?”. They are smart.. so smart.. La nie, tgh piker la nak bawa mereka gi mana… any idea???

my new blog

2008-01-23T23:05:00.000-08:00

Entah kenapa bila saya masuk je blog ni.... i teringat yang i dah buat satu lagi... tapi kat ner ???